I've decided its the challenge that keeps me coming back for more. The challenge keeps me from giving up. If I am not challenged then why bother?

I feel as if my will has been sucked out of me. Sometimes I see it in glimpses but never the whole. A part here and a part there. I find this part one day and then lose it the next because another part is missing. When will all these parts converge and become whole?

Kelly and I were a one car house. We still share that same truck. We have been unable to sell it. So we are still sharing it  until its sold and then we can each get our own car. All the responsibility of selling it has been on me. NOT FUN!  Its one of those things I was not in much of a hurry to get rid of. As long as we are sharing a car then I ( Read more... )

I thought it would be a good idea to try to conquer the shed tonight. I figured I'd go in and pull out all my business stuff and shit I bought to resell. Oh I mean stuff not shit! This would free up some space allowing Kelly and I tomorrow more room to move things around and deal with that. It would less time I would have to be in there with her. ( Read more... )

I am sometimes unable to makes sense of my life. Exactly 6 months ago I came home to my two cats, house and my girlfriend of 3 1/2 years. In less then an hour my whole life was turned upside down. I love you but don't think I'm in love with you are the words she said. I never saw it coming. I was floored and felt like I was dreaming. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

A woman realizes about 3 weeks ago that she's pregnant. After 2 or three different doctor visits they conclude that she is 6 MONTHS pregnant. Not one or two but SIX. About a week ago the baby was kicking or should I say the fetus for those who want to distance themselves as much as possible.  Once she discovered she was pregnant she decided she ( Read more... )

As I was telling a friend today the events that have occurred in my life this week and how well I have been doing, her response was "I DONT ENVY THE ROLLERCOASTER RIDE YOU ARE ON".

Isn't everything a rollercoaster ride?

I've not rode a rollercoaster I haven't liked.

At first most people are anxious and slightly fearful of the unknown. What twists ( Read more... )

Earlier today I was setting up my online banking with Bank of America. One of the security questions I chose to answer was "What is your favorite hobby?". The answer for me was simple...SEX!   When I submitted my answers to all security questions there was an error. Something was wrong with one of my answers. Across the top of the page reads ( Read more... )

"Love is not finding the perfect person, love is
learning to see the imperfect person perfectly."

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