Jessica davenport is horrible

i've been a little off this week, i don't know, i think that the girl i've been seeing has lost interest, but she hasn't said anything to make me think so. i wish i knew what to say to her to get an answer without being offensive, i know she's busy, but she had at least been calling me before. we never had any agreement, it's a relationship based ( Read more... )

 i can now run 4 miles in under 30 minutes, which i feel is exceptional, since i haven't really quit smoking cigarettes yet.  i've gone one week on and off for a couple months. i need to give it up permantenly, quitting smoking makes me angry and irritable.. and i quit three times in a month and a half. thats worse than menstrual cycles. i think i ( Read more... )

last thursday there was a tornado in vancouver, and i can't imagine the odds of that happening. Theres an even smaller chance of where it landed being my street, but thats literally what happened. I had just gotten home from work, and brought the garbage bins down from the street, luckily, because the winds were strong enough to relocate some ( Read more... )

my hot date went off better than i thought it would. i walked down to safeway and bought a bouquet of flowers, then tore it apart for the prettiest ones, then hid them in my pocket under my coat.  i totally gave some random girl all the other ones, for a little positive energy. so the flowers were a total score, she was surprised. we went to dinner ( Read more... )

i'm totally excited right now, because i met someone new, whom i've never heard of nor has anyone i know. she's totally hot, and wants to go on a date sunday.. i need to think of something to do pronto, because hangin out at my folks' house isn't sexy or very cool. i even told her about my DUI.  i was actually scared to tell her i can't drive for ( Read more... )

 i'm going to talk to my lawyer tomorrow, and on tuesday i have my department of licencing hearing. they could decide to revoke my licence ( Read more... )

i don't know enough people to be ignored by the ones i do.  i can make a thousand excuses or imagine many different reasons why this is happening, but without being told anything, i just continue to feel shitty about it.. i think its a terrible thing to do to someone, just flat out ignore them ( Read more... )

giving love intrinsically; without regards as to the reciprocation of feelings.  apparently its an important asset of functional humans in society ( Read more... )

 i think its strange sometimes, the degree of effect I can have on other people sometimes.  I don't know why some people take simple things i just blurt out seriously.  In my alcoholics class, i had said a few things to help this guy out, and it was just off the top of my head ( Read more... )