i could be one to say that life is not fair, however, there are many signs that i have ignored because of my stubborn personality. the things that i desire i want to come to me, and the things i put effort towards are nothing but detrimental, dangerous, and flat out wrong ( Read more... )

i want to have a better understanding of tantra. its a very cool thing; being able to have a four hour orgasm, but an even better thing being able to decide that you're going to make one happen on purpose ( Read more... )

i got a new computer! its not a five-year-old piece of crap!

i can burn CD's on my own system instead of invading my sisters computer!

i can update whenever i feel necessary!

i need a new mouse!

if i ever had the feeling that i could murder without remorse, or guilt, and most importantly, concequence... i might just do it to find out. i hate to say it, but i'm almost to the point where the prospect is enticing enough to risk the chance...

how long would someone like me spend in jail for murder?

i just checked my horoscope, and somehow it doesn't surprise me that "i'll feel restless today" and that i'll probably want to get a lot of things done. huh, i guess it really is time for me to get things taken care of.

ugh.

i've never had a horoscope so accurate. it told me that i was going to have a change in my entourage, the same day that i realized i haven't been hanging out with kelso and the usual crowd in over a month, and that i would rather hang out with them than the people i've been around lately. it also said that thursday i was planning out a vacation ( Read more... )

i wanna die.

i just got an extra 8 hour shift, muahahah, i need money so bad i lucked out... matt changed stores and jordan forgot to get someone to cover his shift.

i can't wait to get enough money to fix my friggin car, i'm sick of being stuck asking for rides when i should be driving... anyways i'm gonna go out after i walk my dogs.

i'm tired of trying to convince people to think differently, if people want to be close minded, refuse my help, or my friendship as it is, i guess i'm going to leave it at that ( Read more... )

i was reading mercury and i saw that the pixies are going to play in portland. i'm gonna get tickets when i have some money, because that is going to be one of the fuckin raddest shows ever. and shit, nearly topping that is the rev. horton heat in september, i have to go see these shows before i die.