Merry Christmas

so i'm supposed to be at work right now, but i haven't left, and i haven't called in. i feel really hung over, and whats funny is with all the drinking i've ever done its never made me feel like this. oh don't get me wrong i would leave right now to work, but i don't even know what i did with the car keys.. or my cell phone..

i'm an asshole. no doubt about it, agree?

my cousin that lives in Los Angeles is getting married this weekend, and i really meant to go but couldn't because of work, and the crappy fact that if lose those precious hours i wouldn't be able to afford to live ( Read more... )

why would someone ask me at 4 a.m. "what would be good for exploring new things" and then get upset when i tell him to just put it in her butt? honestly, i'm saving him the cost of a dildo or a fuckin cock ring.

maybe i'm getting a little too crazy

i'll tell you all if you ask me for something new, just stick it in your ass.

its almost surprising. The feeling of insignificace i feel when i hear all the things i want to from other people to make me feel better, or to support the conclusions i percieve as correct. how is it i can't stand up for myself, or do the things that would make me "grow up" or get ahead. i know that no one can be perfect all the time, but when do ( Read more... )

today shows that it really is true that the best things in life are sometimes the worst mistakes. of all the problems that i've had i have to be thankful that from it i can offer real advice to one person, advice that can be heard and understood. even if i can't help those who need it, i can always help those who are willing to accept it ( Read more... )

last night i felt horrible ( Read more... )

just a little over two years ago, i went to a party at madison's house. i won't forget it, because it was a radical huge rave party in a million dollar house with probably about a hundred people. it was one of the first times i ever rolled, so i was really high and diggin the groove ( Read more... )

i can't believe it ( Read more... )