I'm setting herein my bedroom as Ihave moved my computer stuff up here. I've expressed some of whats been bothering me with hudson and he seems to be finally getting the hint so I am willing to give him a second chance since I never really confronted him with allthats been up with me lately. the only thin I have not brought up is how controling ( Read more... )

Today is turning out to be boring and shitty. Erik and Miz are out looking at apartments to move into while I am stuck here with asshole. I had planned on going to kmart to get an application and to go to walmart to get some jeans but had to give the car back to the neighbors becuase they needed it so I am stuck here waiting on erik to return ( Read more... )

The last few days and nights I have felt.....fucked up mentally. I feel I dont belong here anymore. I've been depressed in the mornings and exaughsted with slight to moderate headaches in the afternoons. I'm also really lonely lately. I am in no condition to be working at the moment but I have had to put ny personal life on the side lines yet ( Read more... )

Ok. I've made the decision to quit this job. now I just have to decide when to quit. I'm stuck between giving my 2 week notice now and helping to train the new person then quiting. I'm also thinking about waiting till I can get this computer up here fixed before i do.....then again if I quit i will probably move my good computer up here and ( Read more... )

GRRR Great. just great. I started doing dishes and reached under the cabinet to get the dishwasher deturgent and noticed water shooting out of the garbage disposal. there's a fucking hole in it and I can pretty much guarantee that I will get blammed and bitched at for it by hudson ( Read more... )

I know its not wrong to want a different job than the one you have if you dont like it...but is it wrong to not want a job at all? I've been so exaughsted lately. thinking about personal issues probably doesnt help but I think a small part of me being so exaughsted esspecially in the work department is becuase I use staying busy at work as an ( Read more... )

As I lay in my bed trying to fall asleep I have been over run by the feeling of that big event coming soon. this time its way stronger than before like its coming really really really soon. still cant figureo ut what or when though. must try and go to sleep now.......

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I just got through watching the new Fullmetal Alchemist movie. it was really good. I'm goign to go for a walk now...will update journal with what feelings I am having after watching it when I can sort them out into words.....

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