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The last week has been really hectic here at work. I've been on site doing customer installs almost every day of the week so far and it looks like I have some more to do on the same customer this weekend. I'm relaly exaughsted right now. think I am going to go to bed.

The last month has been really really busy at work and I have mixed feelings about it. There is some stuff that I am having to learn that I dont think I should be doing because of how important it is and if I fuck up I could bringdown the whole cage werth of customers and servers that we host. Not only that but alot of this stuff is extreamly ( Read more... )

I went out for a walk this evening around 6:30ish or so and found myself walking towards the shopping center across from the datacenter where there is a fountain that is usually going at this time of year. the closer I got to the fountain the more and more I felt empty, lonely, non existant in this world. when you think about it I'm pratically ( Read more... )

EE!! your eyes sees very interesting things when you have been up 32 hours and the only thing keeping you awake is Mt Dew MDX and Mt Dew Livewire a which you drank both at the same time. I'm hoping I can last untiull atleast 7pm so I wont screw my sleeping schedule up. we spent all night last night and all day yesturday in richmond virginia doing ( Read more... )

My dreams are just....odd nowdays. Lastnight I dreamed that I was in my gargoyle from and that I was a part of the UEO (United Earths Oceans organization for those who didnt watch SeaQeuest) but was not on active duty at the moment. Nathan Bridger and I were old friends and had drifted apart over the last few years and I was headed over to see ( Read more... )

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I just got back from gaint. As I was talking down there I got this image of a moonlit castle with a feild of flowers around it. The castle had an ocean or some other very very large body of water to its west. This body of water had the reflection of the moon, which was full, and it was beautiful. The sweet smell of jonquils and lillies from the ( Read more... )

something is wrong...today was just compleatly off. last night I got woken up around 2am by my phone with a service on a machine going poo nd I couldnt go back to sleep..for some reason all I could feel is extream sadness to the point I was pratically crying for 4 hours untill I finally passed out around 5am only to be woken up by my alarm at 7:30 ( Read more... )

Ok so I go to the dentist I had scheduled today. got a much better vibe from her than I did the other person. She did, however, do just about the same thing as far as a referal. I need to have the deep cleaning done before she can say for sure what else I need done other than the 3 front teeth thats fucked and the roots that are left from my ( Read more... )