I picked up more boxes from my brothers house last night. The whole time I was just thinking how thankful I am that I do not live in the house anymore. She is so fucking annoying. And stupid. After reading Kaylas last entry about Lena standing by her side, it made me really mad that Ryan never once stood by mine. I can't wait until he realizes he ( Read more... )

I am finally starting to get excited and like where everything is heading. The last couple of days I have been feeling just so blah. I think maybe it was because it was the first couple of days where I had nothing important to do so I was just like...numb after that last month. I am finally okay with my housing situation, even kind of like it. The ( Read more... )

So I am now living in student housing. I need to get the rest of my stuff from Ryans place. I feel like I need to do that soon so I can just have nothing holding me back to that house anymore. That house gave me so much stress last month ( Read more... )

Holy shit I am so excited to not have to listen to her fucking talk all day long. So fucking excited.

It's been an insane month...I don't have a computer and I'm at the library and I feel like everyone is reading over my shoulders which makes me nervous. But I feel like I need to update this. My brothers wife read my journal and is kicking me out. I move into student housing on Oct. 1st. I almost got fired. Missy is in a comma. Todays a week since ( Read more... )

I have no computer and the internet i have is on my phone which really doesnt allow me to do much. These last three weeks have been pretty...interesting. Up and down. Currently at an up. Relapsed last weekend and holed myself up in my room for most of the weekend only leaving to smoke. And eat. I just beat myself up the whole time for actually ( Read more... )

Things have been....not bad, but not amazing. I would prefer amazing. I'm kind of at a weird place with Cory. We're pretty much dating just not with the label. I don't know what to do. I keep going back and forth with him. It might seem kind of selfish, but I am just so emotionally exhausted. I don't want to have to fix anyone and when it comes ( Read more... )

This whole weekend we will not see each other. I am very excited to get away. We have spent everyday today for two weeks straight. I don't really know what has gotten into me the last couple of days, but everything he has been doing has drove me INSANE. We have been fighting almost non stop. I'm hoping it has just been from seeing each other non ( Read more... )

It's been a busy, busy two weeks. So much has happened. I met someone who is really really great. He's my boy fraaaan. We have been spending a lot of time together which is nice, but my brothers kinda being a douche about it. But Cory just makes me so so so happy. We are on the same page on just about everything but politics, which will never be ( Read more... )

I got really really inspired today. I haven't really been looking at design blogs lately because I usually just use Jesikas computer. But I saw theses and I just loved loved loooooved them.


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