TTC #1 10/03-10/04 with LPD
progesterone 50mg/day - worked 3rd cycle
pregnancy!!! +++ 10/10/04 - exactly 1 year after trying!
Beta HcG (17 dpo) 690
Beta #2 (19 dpo) 1860
Beta #3 (24 DPO) 8990
ds born at 24 weeks, 3 days

I read today that getting more than 9 hours of sleep will prematurely age you. WTF? is that why people saying that having kids keeps you young?  absurd ( Read more... )

mason is home! whoo hoo!  8 days alone with Will and working full time is hard - do able but hard. I think it was harder because I just missed Mason - not what he could do to help around the house or with William - but Mason himself. I am going to try to really recognizes the differences here on that because I think that is something that was ( Read more... )

two years! Time flies ( Read more... )

the last three weeks have been hard with William - still fighting food, but still growing! crazy. he is getting so big! this weekend we just moved him to 6-9month clothes and he looks great in them! they fit him so well ( Read more... )

i AM SO FRUSTRATED! this last week has been hell. William is fighting me on every bottle and I am exhausted and scared something is wrong. I have called his pediatrition three times now and nothing they have said has worked. I don't know why he is fighting me so much! I just wish the little mouse would eat like he usually does. he is more vomity ( Read more... )

today started out great and then got shitty really fast. this morning was lovely... hanging out with William and Mason was so nice - eveyrone was happy and loving. then, Mason goes off to work and I find some crappy emails, and William refuses his ten am bottle. i got three oz out of four, and called it. Then, I go to Tracy;s and everything is ( Read more... )

god could I possibly eat more today? my mom just left and I am in trouble raiding all the food she left behind for us. turkey sandwiches, turkey tacos, avolemono, tomatoes, oranage juice... I will be getting fat again, I know it. But, it does taste good ( Read more... )

i have a cold. a rotten, dirty cold. me! with all my antibacterial this and that. damn damn damn. I should write more, but I must tend to my still healthy son. blood test. Yay! seriously, can things just be quiet for a while?? next week, we have SO many tests and I think I will be alone since insurance hasn't confirmed coverage for home nursing ( Read more... )

I FEEL SMOTHERED BY MY MOTHER AND SISTER. let me preface the rest by saying I love and appreciate them, but ( Read more... )