does result really speaks for itself...i have not felt that awful for a long long time...makes me wonder if all the effort i put in for is worth its value...i tell people results is not all that matters..but when the 2nd Cplus came out..i just sank...

"Intellect is in itself a mode of exaggeration, and destroys the harmony of any face"

Is intellect really the stagnation of beauty. If it is realy true of such a statement, can this gap ever be bridged? Such intricacies of intellect and beauty.

exams?? what exams..what difference does it make whether it is exam period or not..the school is as pack as a normal day..people are mugging as usual..nothing has changed in school..tons of people packed in the library, the number never seems to dwindle..am i living the life i want? or is the pressure of wanting something better in the future ( Read more... )

and when the time came to shed a tear, i lay still, not knowing where that precious tear left me
when the time came to tell you how i feel, i stood unmoving, not knowing if i should
when the time came to say goodbye, i stay mute, not realising thats the last word i can say to you,
when the time for you to leave came, i sat still, regretting my ( Read more... )

 As i talk and read and understand, i become less of a believer. Ok mayb not less but then i began to question. What is with intellectuality, philosophy, pursuit of knowledge and excellence that people nowadays are so into. Are these qualities how we set about defining ourselves? or are these qualities what dilutes our identity? SO much so that ( Read more... )

Ariel by Sylvia Plath

Stasis in darkness.
Then the substanceless blue
Pour of tor and distances.

God's lioness,
How one we grow,
Pivot of heels and knees! ---The furrow

Splits and passes, sister to
The brown arc
Of the neck I cannot catch,

Nigger-eye
Berries cast dark
Hooks ---

Black sweet blood mouthfuls,
Shadows.
Something else

Hauls me through air ---
Thighs, ( Read more... )

some people really can be deemed fit to be called an idiot. especially one of my LTB project group person (notice i dont even use the word mate). Her brain injury really shoud have just killed her. IM sorry to be so mean but she deserves it.

Much as i hate ltb, i really felt sorry for those autistic students when we had icebreaker session with them ( Read more... )

 fuck lah.typed like 5 para and my sis had to swtcih off the wireless..now its all gone..im too lazy to retype..

life fucking stinks now..screw life seriously..why the fuck do i have to be in smu

finally its the school hols.a week of hell is making me depress.3 presentations in a week..killer shit man...lack of slp..lack of social skills..and tmr we r gona go yitwens hse to get drunk..haha..how bad can it be..

oh yea..worse..i cut my hair armystyle today..thought it was cooln old school..but after i looked at it..damn..regret..oh wells.. ( Read more... )

have you ever tried listening to a song 20 times over (or maybe even more) and still not get sick of it? sometimes it happpens to me. the song just gets stuck in your head and it plays within you over and over again. u listen to it, you sing to it, u study with it. i wonder how it happens ( Read more... )