TEN Random Things About Me:
1: I'm really shy
2: I've been in-love once
3: I'm afraid of grasshoppers
4: I despise shoes
5: I get claustraphobic
6: I suck at video games
7: I am NOT a morning person
8: I snore
9: I don't like being in pictures

10: I took four years of spanish but don't remember any of it

NINE Ways To Win My Heart:
1: Make me smile...or better ( Read more... )

So I think it's only part of human nature to blame everyone else for any hindrances that we seem to encounter, or any troubles that we have to endure. I know that even I am guilty of this from time to time, because who wants to face the music and admit that something is actually their own fault, that they are the reason for their own unhappiness. ( Read more... )

I am so done with everything...I'm just done with love. I don't know if maybe it's just not the right time for me, or if I am really not ready for it--but it all lets me down time and time again. I mean, yeah I have had some fun relationships, and I've fallen in love...but it doesn't end well--EVER! The most recent was Andrew and we all know what ( Read more... )

*sigh* So i am not attending ASU this semester--i hope to start back up in the fall, maybe even in the summer...but who knows. It just didn't feel right, but then again not a lot feels right lately. I just need time i think, to figure out what i want to do with my life--now and in the future. I need time to decide what i want to be, and what i want ( Read more... )

I flippin hate when this happens. Nick knows how I have ALWAYS felt about him, and yet here we are--him toying with me again. I will be the first to admit that last night was fun, and well i needed it--and I wanted it. I just wish that he would stop trying to toy with me while he is still with his woman. I dunno, because I don't want to just be his ( Read more... )

Months have passed and this is where we end

Crying with my head in my hands

I can’t even look at you...it’s all been a lie

I can’t believe the love, the promises…

They all meant nothing

Surrounded by what I thought I knew

I gave everything to you…my heart and my soul

And I have nothing to show for it...

My tear stained cheeks, and my broken heart

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God, I hate feeling this way--betrayed. I mean I know her and I are not the best of friends, and I know I wouldn't trust her that much, but well I had hoped that she would at least have enough common curtousy to not try and fuck me over like that. It hurts so bad to see someone you love, and who you thought loved you go behind your back and then ( Read more... )

God, i just want everything to work out alright, and for me to be happy. I am sick of the pain and the hurt that results at the end of so many decisions. I don't know what to do with everything right now. I am at a place where i am happy with everything, my friends and family,,,work and school...and at the same time i desire so much more, but i'm ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on...i mean i can't explain how i feel or what is going on. i mean i have been kinda seeing ryan for a month now, and it has been fun--but i kinda get the feeling that he is brushing me off. i know it probably has something to do with work and school and being overwhelmed and stuff because i mean it is finals week. but i ( Read more... )

Yeah, so life has been great lately. i know that everything seemed like it was going to be shitty because andrew and i had just ended, but now well...i'm kinda seeing ryan. i mean we aren't dating exclusively but we are chillin, having fun, and god i am so comfortable with that kid. i like him so much--it is awesome...and i am actually truly happy ( Read more... )