blah! that is all i have to say about today! it is soooo boring! i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me, because i am all tired as hell and like mellow today. it is crazy as hell. so i miss my boys...all of them. i talked to nick last night. i miss him. but i don't miss the bull shit and the drama. so yay! that is gone. apparently i am ( Read more... )

i am so tired! it is ridiculous how tired i am today. oh well. so i saw my timothy today, and i dunno but he is different, and i have come to the conclusion that cecile is a stupid dike whore! she is all over tim and she was trying to argue with me about who tim belonged to...wow how old is she? that's right she is twenty. i just sat there and let ( Read more... )

well today has been interesting. i am so tired and oh so bored. people never cease to amaze me. i mean my algebra class is overwhelmed with these little children who believe that they are funny when in reality they are stupid and annoying as all hell. they are loud and obnoxious...i mean don't get me wrong, i can be that way too, but i know when it ( Read more... )

~it has been forever! i have so missed writing! well let's see...hmmm....i spent the night at my baby girl's house last night for the first time. it was so much fun! i met jacob he's a sweetheart. i went shopping yesterday and i got a crap load of stuff....cuz my mu-mu felt so bad for being an evil whore from hell. but it's all good, i got so much ( Read more... )

so spring break was awesome. we had hella fun!!!! i am so in love with nick!!! i mean damn!!!! so it's been like three weeks and shit...i love it, i mean damn i have actually been completely happy and content with my life for the past few weeks. it is awesome. i mean we saw drew, and he helped a lot. and then tim and all his drama shit, but it's ( Read more... )

have you ever thought that you were heading the wrong direction in life?? and then realize that it's not you, it is the people that you are surrounded by. this is what i have come to realize. i understand that i am not who i used to be in any way shape or form, but that in no way institutes that i am a bad person. i have been through a lot of shit ( Read more... )

so i'm a cunt?? what the fuck??? i mean come on you white trash piece of shit!!! grow the fuck up!!! i am sick and tired of this fucking bull shit. i am changing and i know that, but as far as i am concerned i am NOT changing for the worse. fuck you! you don't have the fucking audacity to say shit to my face, but yet you turn around and say you are ( Read more... )

well i want you to know something.....i love you....i know this means shit to you right now, and i know i have fucked up completely but ya know it is shit....it isn't all my fault....we have been like this for a while, adn tonight was just something blown out of proportion....i mean it happened because i have been depressed, because i have no idea ( Read more... )

so i am extremely depressed and pissed...i mean i was so fuckin happy to, i mean i talked to drew last night and i was all happy about that (although i told him somethings that i probably shouldn't have...oopsies!)...and then i had fun today with matt and cristian, and all....we watched a movie, it was weird as all hell...and matt showed me and mom ( Read more... )

so for the past few weeks or so, i have had a major crush on someone...and i mean like i really like them, and that like never happens...so i am all keepin quiet about it, because i don't want to get shit about it or anything...but whatever...i suppose it would be a really good thing, if i would just look past it and move the  fuck on, but i don't ( Read more... )