well it's almost two in the morning and i wish i was sleeping. i probably would be if i hadn't slept all day, and if i didn't have so much shit on my mind. it's kinda funny how when something starts to go right, and you get happy--that something else that you never expected happens, and it completely throws you off guard. that is what's going on ( Read more... )

so i had the best day yesterday! i went to warped tour and it was so fuckin cool! i loved it so much! i was so tired and i am still sore from all the walking and all the moshing....it was awesome though. i loved it. i met johnny there, and my cuz was there with her boy toy, and it was just hella cool. i heart music! and hmmm let's see it has been ( Read more... )

UGH! so tomorrow is my driving test and i am so nervous! i know i have been practicing so much but i am so beyond worried about everything, there is so much that could go wrong or so much wrong that i could do. it's ok though...

i am so fucked up right now. i mean things are a little better between me and my mother, but she is still not letting me ( Read more... )

it has been too long!! let's start with christopher--he is an ass! he is beyond selfish--and this boy for some reason does not ahve the ability to tell the truth, go figure! i mean he has this little idea in his head, that if he tells me that he loves me, that he can turn around and fuck me over and i won't care, well guess what you brainless piece ( Read more... )

hmmm...it feels so good when a weight has been lifted off your chest. i am so glad i'm at where i'm at. i am so tired of the drama, so fuck it all. wlel let's see what i have to say, umm well last night was hella cool, after my daddy's, i hung out with cristian, and talked with my mommy. we're doing so much better, but i'm still moving out this ( Read more... )

well i need to apologize for something i did yesterday. i was immature, and i acted in a rash and harsh manner, which was unnecessary. i know i should have thought through what iw as saying more, and how it would make the person feel, but i didn't. i was upset and hurt by the words that were said to me, so i acted on human instinct, and did ( Read more... )

lemme ask you something....why the hell do people insist on acting more immature than they know they should be acting? well i have some friends that hmmm....let's just say...hmmm...on the other hand nevermind, i'm not gonna say what i am thinking.... they are rude to me, and talk shit behind my back and turn around and out of no where stop talking ( Read more... )

Why Do I Waste My Time ( Read more... )

*yawn* *stretch* i am so tired! (if ya can't tell) so yeah i am all like wha----and i have no idea why. it's all good though :) hmmm well i am in the library because algebra is a complete waste of time, and i am so sick of it. well lemme tell you about some of my weekend. well saturday, i spent like the whole first half of the day in surprise at ( Read more... )

so my dearest timothy stopped by yesterday, he wanted to say hi and talk to me about a few things. i have missed him oh so very much. then nick came by to pick up timothy. i felt awkward when he walked in the house, it was like the whole energy of the house was shifted. but oh well it is because he is an evil back stabbing asshole! i hope he has ( Read more... )