ok so andrew and i had a great conversation today about sex, because i was reading my favorite magazine--cosmo--and there was an add in there for new condoms that are designed by trojan for the lady. there are lubricated, her pleasure, extra thin, and then there are the ones with the vibrating ring in it...what the hell?? who the hell thinks this ( Read more... )

~do you ever feel like something isn't good enough...well not exactly that it's not good enough, but that you want more from it? that's how i feel about my relationship with my boy. i mean i love him to death and oh god i would do anything for him, and for the most part he is everything that i ever wanted, but on the other hand, i want more from ( Read more... )

*coughs* god i feel like shit. i'm sitting on my bed, surrounded by homework and one of my best friends sleeping by my side, and i can't get focused. because everytime i try to write my lab report, work on my english, or read some of my women's studies, he pops into my head. now granted he is more than welcome to be in my thooughts, because god i ( Read more... )

ya know i want to write in this right now, but i'm honestly not in the mood to, so i might just write in it after work. i'm a lil stressed out and kinda overwhelmed, so maybe i'll just explain all of that later. well i have to go finish getting ready. love ya'll bye bye for now.

~love always and forever~

**amy**

*sniffle* wow i feel like crap. my face is in so much pain. i cannot stand head colds. they are my one true enemy. anyways moving on from the fact that i am gonna DIE!!! have you ever questioned something that you did in your life? something you totally and completely felt was the right thing when you did it, but now like a year later, you're ( Read more... )

have you ever stopped and thought about who your real friends are? cuz everyone has those friends that aren't really friends at all, you see them at school, but they don't really like you, and they're all fake. pretending to like someone they don't, just because. well i have friends like that, and ya know something i am totally sick of it. i sat ( Read more... )

i am quite proud of myself, i am actually growing up and making decisions that will affect my life. i am being assertive and very adult-like. i have decided that i need to start by not being friends with some people i am associated with because they in a lot of ways bring me down, and are involved in a lot of unnecessary drama. i don't need any ( Read more... )

        it has been quite a long time...i don't even know where to start--so much has happened...hmm...well let's start with the stuff that makes me happy---i went out with cristian, phil, nick, josh, katrina, jessica to see AVP...we ended up meeting andre and michelle up there, they are two of the nicest/funniest people. it was awesome. i saw ( Read more... )

so i am supposed to be at a place in my life where i am happy. but i'm not...how can i be happy when i feel like i am making so many mistakes in my life right now. i am in love with christopher, and i know this and he knows this too. we're dating again, but this time we're taking it slow, he is talking of waiting as long as i need to and i am glad ( Read more... )

so my life has been a roller coaster of ups and downs, and things are changing so much. well danny is back in town, i have missed him so much, and i love him. i hope everything kinda goes back to normal now that he is back because i miss how everything was. i'm at jenn's house right now, we're gettng ready to go to the chinese cultural center, and ( Read more... )