it's the weekend finally. THANK GOD ( Read more... )

rawr. DAMN IT ALL TO HELL. lol i yelled that really loud today after school when i was at my locker and the vice principal and some other teachers heard me. hahaha oops. i'm a potty mouth ( Read more... )

i'm contemplating on whether i should go to the homecoming dance or not. ours isn't formal and like no one goes.. i have like nothing else to do so i might. it started pouring at the homecoming game last night. it was so shitty. it was fucking freezing also. me, cassie, and jenny left early and went to jenny's house for awhile. everyone thinks i'm ( Read more... )

i'm pretty bored right now so i'm just going to ramble ;) sound good? yeah, i thought so ( Read more... )

long time no write. oh well. nothing too new is happening. life has just been.. blah. ha. i've just been so wrapped up in having everything be perfect and it's just.. not good ( Read more... )

i hate this. i hate striving to be perfect. then why do i do it? i feel so worthless without it. i don't want to be average. this is something i can have forever if i lose everything. i'll be honest, i really don't think i'm fat.. not even chubby. i just don't think i'm skinny. i want to be skinny. i want to be able to do a back bend and my ribs ( Read more... )

sigh. i checked my grades today on-line and they are absolutely horrible. i'm failing geometry right now.. ugh. it's because my teacher can't fucking teach for shit. and practically anyone would agree with me. i had her last year for algebra. two years in a row with mrs. carstenson is no fun. i don't think i'm ever going to get all A's. i guess my ( Read more... )

wuthering heights is a good movie. i was looking forward to it all week.. haha. it's pretty sad though ( Read more... )

i don't think i can go on that sacred heart diet till like next week because we really don't have any of the ingredients.. i told my mom about it and she said it was another silly diet. blah. she said he might buy the ingredients when she goes food shopping next week. i hope so. right now i'm trying to go on a fruit and veggie fast this week. has ( Read more... )

*yawn* why am i so tired? haha ( Read more... )