it was fun while it lasted.

how long is it going to take me to get over it this time? 2 years?

if by some chance you still read this....i miss you.

why does he decide to come back NOW? Just as life gets better. I'm fucking happy. I've got almost everything i've ever wanted....except a relationship. well this douchebag suddenly decides that leaving me was the biggest mistake he's ever made. of course it was. if he would've come back to me a few months ago i wouldve been all for it. but I DON'T ( Read more... )

i have this friend. she is screwing up her life bad. her boyfriend is such a nice guy. always staying at home watching their baby while she goes out and acts like a single girl would. he's a very shy quiet guy and i don't think shes treating him right anymore. they used to be great together. but she's told me about things that are going on with ( Read more... )

So this would be the 2nd last place finish in a row for Dale. Lovely ( Read more... )

i put in my 2 weeks at calendar's. i'll have weekends off soon.

i still hate the bank job.

i want this tattoo really bad but i havent gotten the balls yet.

and im ranked 567 out of about 350000 in fantasy racing. go me.

im going on a diet tuesday. i'll let you know how much i lose in 3 days.

dale won last night. and how weird is this....yesterday morning i found 8 bucks in my pocket. and the horse that won the kentucky derby yesterday was number 8. it was a sign that dale would win. we sat in row 8 at talladega too. me and daddy might go back in october. maybe dale will finish in the top 30 this time ( Read more... )

and i met dale jr. and we're getting married.

sorry kenny.

i got a new job! i start training tomorrow/this morning. at breco credit union. 40 hours a week. monday-friday. $9 an hour plus health insurance and paid holidays. and if i do good i'll get a raise in 6 months. this is so exciting. i don't have to go back to school now. and i can move out. and maybe get my new car soon. i'm not gonna quit calendar' ( Read more... )

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