so i finally got a hold of the college yesterday and yes, they did get my application. it took about 2 weeks to get there, but that's not so bad during the holiday rush. what annoyed me was that even though my mother paid extra money to know when it was delivered, the stupid mail never updated their info about my package. grr! so next time i'm ( Read more... )

okay, here's my obligatory "yes, i'm still alive" entry. i've just been really busy. working more and harder than i have before. falling asleep at 9:30 pm has ceased to be unusual. and even though i'm still reading everybody else's stuff, i just haven't felt like saying anything. there is stuff going on, i just don't feel like putting it in to ( Read more... )

i am so drained. and stressed. i'm crying at the drop of a hat. there's a spot on the back of my head that keeps tensing up and yesterday morning when i got up, it felt like someone had hit me across the back of the head with a 2x4. work is done (yay!), but not before all 3 schools worked me like a dog for the last two weeks. we're about half way ( Read more... )

life sucks. life sucks. LIFE SUCKS!

can't explain now. too annoyed.

someone very smart told me something last night that has stuck in my head. we don't get to choose the people we care for. and just because you're not friends anymore, doesn't mean you don't still love them and it doesn't mean that it is easy to let go.

makes me feel a little less two-faced. maybe i'm not quite as horrible as i think i am... maybe

"When you die, the first thing you lose is your life. The next thing is your illusions."

Pyramids - Discworld Series - Terry Pratchett

I now have tickets to see Joe Satriani on May 5th. *does a little happy dance*

did i disappoint you?
or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
you act like you never had love
and you want me to go without

well, it's to late
tonight
to drag the past out
into the light
we're one
but we're not the same
we get to carry each other
carry each other
one

one - achtung baby - U2

i slept in late all by myself this morning. i laid with the kitties while my radio alarm played for a while. and then i got up and there were words in my head. only about 2 lines, but i rumaged around in the living room and found a notebook. and now i have a poem. i haven't written anything in years! and now i feel kinda strange. happy and pleased ( Read more... )

No matter how i may be feeling in my off moments these days (which is not always good, btw), i am saved!!!!!! There is a new Joe Satriani album coming out next month!!!!! and not to go all Wayne Campbell on you, but ( Read more... )