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So this just happened: A wasp landed on my neck, outside of my field of vision. So I did the logical thing, which was to grab my phone and use its front-facing camera to film myself. Hi.
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It's been a pretty bad week (month?) as far as executive dysfunction goes. So many days where I accomplish nothing. Today is a good day by comparison; I took a shower, changed the bed, and have fed myself reasonably well. I also spent several hours watching a livestream of Fallout 4. I'm probably going to buy that game, but I'll hold off for now. I ( Read more... ) -
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Went to the lake again today. Every time I do, I wonder why I don't go more often. It's beautiful and quiet. Also no cell signal, so I'm completely cut off from the world. And my depression blocks me from going out and getting the exercise I desperately need. So today was a victory in the eternal struggle that I will some day lose. But not today. ( Read more... ) -
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Left to my own devices, I'm not doing that great ( Read more... ) -
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Feels unnatural to get up before 5 in the morning without having an international flight imminent. No, I'm just going on a supply run to Førde. I'm out of cat food - only have enough left for today. I didn't want to cut it this close, but I was feeling rather low last week.
Had a fairly productive morning. Even did my light therapy, which is just ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes the only way out is through.
I just have to get through this. But I am so scared of starting something when there are multiple unknown factors. It's not like I can back out now.. my aunt is counting on me buying the cabin, my loan is approved, all I have to do is sign and return the contract. Yet I have been procrastinating about that for over a month now. I did try to stop ( Read more... ) -
insert sarcastic quip about new year same old shit here
Happy new year ( Read more... ) -
Vacation, days 8 and 9
The train ride from Lidköping to Göteborg went well enough. It was on arrival in Göteborg things started going pear-shaped. We foolishly decided to walk to the hotel, dragging our heavy luggage, and this was not one of those really close to the central station hotels. It would have been a nice walk if we were unencumbered, and oh, if those several ( Read more... ) -
Vacation, days 5 through 8
getting a bit harder to remember everything that happened now that it's several days behind, but here goes ( Read more... )
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