Ok, so it hurts.  I've never really admitted it to myself but it hurts.  Everything hurts.  And I can't show that.  I can't show that i'm hurt.  so what do i do?  how do i deal with it?  everyone always says to talk to people.  if you have a problem with someone then talk to them about it.  well that doesn't work for me.  it just doesn't.  it makes ( Read more... )

Welp, today we went to EC.  yay!  LoL  umm it was good times actually.  I loved it.  Ron if your still reading this, this post is basically for you.  lol  Umm, when you talked to me today...that was awesome for me.  not that you pulled me away to talk to me, but the things you said.  Its so weird for me to think that the things that i say to you, ( Read more... )

Umm ok so I cussed in front of my sister today...not cool. She was ed. But what can I say? It slipped. But she's been havin problems with people at church with the whole hypocrite thing. and now she probly thinks i'm one too..but w/e. i don't really think i am. i mean, i don't go to church and say i'm in love with God and then go act ( Read more... )

Umm, well I didn't get to write in here last night because well I didn't get home till 10:45ish and then noone would let me on...so, I didn't write. Wanted to, but couldn't. My sister went to Aaron's church tonight. she liked it. hopefully we still get to go to EC on saturday. who knows what my parents will say. but at church last night it was ( Read more... )

Hey people,

Well, today was boring, surprise surprise.  But I worked.  If you guys don't know I work at a VERY boring video store.  Hey, I get to watch movies all day and get paid for it so what can I say?  But, yea I worked tonight.  And it gave me 5 hours to think.  Thats a long time for me to think.  Umm, i don't know who all is gonna read this ( Read more... )

so I'm checkin out what the crap i changed on my journal lol

Umm, today was cool. I had a meeting before school at the Teen Building. School was alright I guess. Same old, same old. But...what I meant to write yesterday was ( Read more... )

Well well well ( Read more... )