so.. im in love now. thats basically all thats been going on in my life. school started which sucks because now im in hammond but whatever. ive been staying in metairie almost every night just to be with him which is gonna change because i need to stop spending so much money on gas and all that other crap. roger is the main reason i come down here ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel like everything in my life is falling apart. i know thats not true but i just have that feeling these last few days. maybe its because im going through alot of crap and the one person i wish was here with me isnt. i know its not his fault at all and i know he'd be here for me in a heartbeat if he could but its just so hard ( Read more... )

well my trip to new york was very fun. i didnt think id have alot of fun just because i was away from home but it turned out to be great. baseball everywhere.. seeing my dad that happy.. it was just a feeling i wont get again but im so happy to be home. the trip started off horrible because we got a phone call at 2am friday morning saying our ( Read more... )

i just had the BEST night of my life. like sertiously every time i think things couldnt get any better, roger always finds a way to prove me wrong. since i leave tomorrow morning for new york and he leaves for AT saturday and i probably wont get to talk to him much while hes gone but yeah so yesterday i decided that i wanted to do something with ( Read more... )

i really hope this feeling doesnt go away. seriously like last night just totally made me fall for him again. i was a little messed up and i guess he was really worried or whatever so yeah. he was like completely taking care of me. it was such a good feeling. then tonight i was talking to charlie alot and walking around with him at work and ( Read more... )

once again he hasnt failed to make me happier then ive ever been before. i dont understand why i worry. i know hes not going anywhere. i can tell by the way he looks at me. noone has ever looked at me that way before. i still continue to worry though. today i was upset because he didnt really tell me hi when me and mich m got to their house and ( Read more... )

so life has been really great besides work. i left last thursday and went to alabama with dads baseball team. it was actually a fun trip thanks to andrew and brooke. we came back friday. roger took me out to dinner and then me him and little shit went to bonnable and then went to work to meet mike and michelle. it was so nice to be back home. i ( Read more... )

just when i think things cant get any better, he always finds a way to make it happen. last thursday i was really nervous because he got me to admit something that i wasnt ready to admit and then friday things were just all weird. saturday we didnt talk much but he had drill and work so he was pretty tired. sunday i drove to drill in mississippi ( Read more... )

things with me and him were awesome. they were better than awesome but all the sudden i dont know. he asked me a question and it just got me thinking and yeah. im so messed up in the head that now its all weird. hes trying to make it seem the same for me but i dont know. i dont know how to act or what. im so messed up seriously. i dont know what my ( Read more... )

these last few days have been awesome. actually my life for the last month or so has been more than awesome. for the fourth i went with rogers family to eat and then we went to the zoo. it was fun. i went on a ferry! thennn we went back to mike&rogers and watched winnie the pooh and then i left and not even an hour after i was gone, mike&roger ( Read more... )