ok so i can't read heathers lj updates why is this did you cut me or what? i want to be able to read it so i know how you are.

Not to much has been going on in my life my back hurts so bad that i just can't do what i want to anymore. So a couples of weeks ago brenden hurt hisself at school and got it real good on his face. I would say he got his first boo bo from school. All of my kids got there report cards and they all did real well! i went to brendens first teacher ( Read more... )

Most of the time life is so hard...it always seems to trow you a curve ball and you swing and miss. My life seems to really stink rigt now. Why can't people just leave me alone sometims in stead of always putting there nosie in where it doesn't belong? I totaly lost my true best friend beacuse i fucked that up...wjat a shocker there, I alays seem ( Read more... )

ok so today has been one of those days i haven't seen scott in two days i'm not sure what his problem is i guess he was at the airways lastnight not a big surprise he's been drinking again. but on the other hand i bought the best movie in the world and got it in todays mail...The Outsiders man i have watched this movie all my childhood. It was my ( Read more... )

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Everthing is so great sometimes i just can't stand it. my husband has to be the best ever when he tries to be! sometimes i feel suck in the middle because him and heather don't like each other but all i keep saying is i don't want to know because this doesn't concern me. I just hate it because i love them both ones family and the other is my ( Read more... )

Ok so today is brendens first day of school....it's so amzaing he's getting so big so fast. My baby isn't a baby anymore. This is only the beginning to with him today it's school then it will be sports and girls. i wish he could stay little for just a little bit longer i hate that they grow up so fast. lex is in middle school breanna is almost ( Read more... )

it's been a little werid arounf\d here lately...heather and scott hate each other and i cam't stand it. I love them both so much and it drives me insane that they don't get along. what am i going to do about this? Other than that my life is the same as always...nothing new at all.

Today is such a bad day...my back hurts so bad that i can't even walk very well. my husband isn't really talking to me, i think i'm starting to dilike men all around. i'm glad i didn't have anything to do today because i didn't have a car at all. i like how someone says i'm running someone home and never comes back! Thats the stuff that pisses me ( Read more... )

Thats what I feel like, like i'm falling to pieces, my life anyway. I don't know how much more i can handle. Everything I do isn't good enough. My back is so bad it kills me just to walk sometimes. My husband is looking for other women on a dating service over the computer. I've always felt like i wan't good enough well this just proves it i've ( Read more... )