And I don't want to fall to pieces

[kristi29]

Thats what I feel like, like i'm falling to pieces, my life anyway. I don't know how much more i can handle. Everything I do isn't good enough. My back is so bad it kills me just to walk sometimes. My husband is looking for other women on a dating service over the computer. I've always felt like i wan't good enough well this just proves it i've

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[heathyrre]

We all have our faults, but even still, Scott is being a total dick. Everything is NOT your fault, and truth be told, you don't have a lot of control in the house anyhow. He controls the money, and the kids... well, you can't really control those hooligans

[kristi29]

yeah i agree to most of it but i did find out why he signed up for this dating services is was to make me jelous and open my eyes on alot of things. I guess it was a good reason but yet it's not i don't know yet. But at least he's not really looking for otrher women.

[heathyrre]

yeah but there are much better ways of going about it... like uhhh TALKING to you haha. Anyhow, Scott and I just watched all 3 hours of The Aviator and that crazy dude is watching the extras. I'm exhausted.