ohh brother ( Read more... )

do you ever remember those times when you were having a conversation with somebody, or were stuck in a place, like deep in thought, and you looked up and you're surprised there were other people in the room?

you really can make things disappear.

i miss those times.

i want to open up to somebody.
i wish people would just askgive me a bottle ( Read more... )

kritieHUNGRY gRR: yeah WHATEVER ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: March 28
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i'm not kidding when i say that i'm almost completely positively sure that i'm giving up on people ( Read more... )

I guess to really sit down and think about what it must take out of someone else to have an impact on YOU, big enough to remember them forever, is really quite fascinating to me. to think of all the reasons why you tick. and how some people just make you tick a little faster. clockwork, really ( Read more... )

So, I've decided, at least for now, that I'd rather start using this more for events than my tidal wave of emotions under code. Sometimes I even have to convince myself that I'm halfway normal ( Read more... )

i'm sick of this. it's unfortunate that i can't seem to break through to anyone, and even more so that it's mutual. i find it's so much easier to shut myself off rather than do anything else.

i want answers and i want them now.

not only that, but i'd be much more satisfied with a book-long explanation on every single moment that ever left me

I'd give myself a hand if I were you ( Read more... )

i don't know.
i don't know.

i've been emotionally abused for years now.

if i wasn't so drugged up on anti-depressants all the time i would actually feel something besides disappointment right now.

but no, that's fine.

no one cares if i live like this
i sure as hell don't remember to.

all
i want
is a releasethat's all ( Read more... )