I need it to be spring. No I mean *NEED*. I'm done with winter and it's now really gettting to me. I haven't been eating well, and the weight is creeping back up. My internal dialogue is getting bleaker. Even with the snow melting - which has helped - having the ability to walk outside without fearing death from an ice slip - it's supposed to snow ( Read more... )

I went into the hospital and had labor induced. Eighteen years. I swear he's still just 7 in my mind and always will be.

-->has the sad.

I got word that they are in fact going to hire me as a full time employee at the job I've been at since November '09. This means benefits (here I come docter and optomitrist), paid holidays (no more being short of money at the very time of year when you would like extra cash), sick time and Vacation! Which means I can actually afford to take time ( Read more... )

Was a good time. But one thing happened that really just hit me in the gut. Met a guy randomly, seemed nice, my age, we had things in common we were chatting, and then he asked if I knew who some people were. Two of them happen to be women that the social norms call "hot". I said no. Later, one of them walked by and he asked "are you *sure* you don ( Read more... )

Went to Lund's tonight and got a caterpiller roll. Nomz. And now I am drinking a glass of Moscato d'Asti and watching Return of the Jedi Heeeeee

For going on and on and on and on about this - but that is sort of the way it works, a constant journey of trying to have a healthier life and lose weight ( Read more... )

It's a damn good thing I didn't discover Bluegrass music in my 20s. I would totally have become a groupie.

I love me. Warts and all. No one else needs to. Many do, for which I am a lucky lucky person ( Read more... )

I have never felt so undervalued in all my life. I am so angry. How am I supposed to work tomorrow? I'd like to move to Siberia right now.

Whom I love ( Read more... )