When I first started this LJ in what seems like another lifetime, the hope that surrounded this particular area of the internets for me was a safe place ( Read more... )

I don't suppose I'll be hearing from you ever again.

So I kept my lie, like you kept yours. Don't think I always didn't feel bad about it. Don't think I didn't learn anything from it. And I kept my lie from you. Even when it was clear I had lied I kept on lying. I kept it because letting you know would have killed everything. But it's been dead for awhile I guess. Because you kept yours. You held ( Read more... )

"One day, you said, breathing would come easy. That one day, you said, I'd reconcile."

- "Breathing Won't Come Easy" by Choke

For whatever reason this morning I was thinking about Maria and Tiffany. Two sisters. I met Maria, I guess, during my sophmore year of high school. I was totally infatuated with her. I tried to get her to hang out with me. But we didn't really get along and in fact were at some point completely at odds with each other. Eventually, thanks to her ( Read more... )

I'm glad to hear you're okay.

As to the rest of your drama:

*crickets*

Anything else you need to say, you know where I am.
peace.

Is all I wanna say about people who won't call you back ( Read more... )

Sometimes there are people in my life that I don't know what to do with. I wish that wouldn't happen anymore. It's really tiring ( Read more... )

Yes indeed! I'm back online!
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Songs that make me sad lately:

1. I'm Going To Stop Pretending I Didn't Break Your Heart - Eels

2. I'll Come Running Back To You - Sam Cooke

3. Leaving On A Jet Plane - John Denver

4. Watch Me Go (Kissed Me, Killed Me) - The Dollyrots

5. I Found A Reason - Velvet Underground

6. I'm Coming Home - Otis ( Read more... )

My heart is breaking ( Read more... )