Last night I told a stranger all about you. They smiled patiently with disbelief ( Read more... )

Because oftimes I miss a call from someone I really, REALLY wanna talk to. Shitty Verizon.

Sigh. And my interwebs are out, too. Jebus knows for how long this time. I need to stop being a bum and get some DSL. Or some kind of interwebs access.

It's been a long day and long week and tomorrow's going to be long too. Who'da thunk it?!

If you've seen Band of Brothers you can get an idea of how the military functioned during World War II. You get an idea of how well the soldiers where treated. When supply lines where in operation, troops could be filed in and out, as well as food, ammo and the like. The inujured would be rushed to the closest operation room. Your time on the front ( Read more... )

While I love looking at all the road behind me, I've never been able to handle not being able to see what's ahead.

Perhaps, that's why I've never been a real risk taker, unless it's something completely self-destructive. I can deal with destroying myself.

I don't like that guy much anyway.

I just have to say that despite my cynicism and complete frustration with life, there are moments that make it all worth it. Like being able to see a really kick ass movie with a really kick ass person.

Especially if she smells good.

I know a couple of people do. I'm not sure that it really matters if anyone does read this. If nothing else this journal is just a good way to keep a record of the thoughts that run through my head I want publicly known ( Read more... )

After hours in the sun, on a roof, I turned to the city I really, really like and for a moment, I felt like I had failed someone. It took two people telling me otherwise and a handful of phone calls to calm myself down. For the first time, in a long time, I didn't feel as guilty. Honestly, I think I've been racked with guilt. Because at one time ( Read more... )

Which is a lie, because I'm a liar. I'm not perfect ( Read more... )

I can't bring myself to go out tonight. I'm just way too tired. I've blown a cool 75.00+ dollars this weekend already enjoying my life at the bars ( Read more... )

I hope you're okay and happy tonight. I don't know why I write this, it's just I need to know you're ok.