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Frustration Plantation.
I can't really say what I'm going to do. In some ways I can just see myself at square-one all over again. That's twice in two years. Well, at least once where I don't see any silhouettes on the horizon. At least before I had a wonderful, sweet, caring and loving safety-net. Until she got to know me too well. Or, whatever it is that always seems to ( Read more... ) -
I feel like I've written this before...
I should be at work, but I called in. This would be the first day I've taken off in months. I'll probably get yelled at it for it. Or at the very least have to listen to some shit. And I always feel guilty about not being at the work-site with the boys. But yesterday I got nothing done. Then, I fell asleep stupid early, which means I woke up stupid ( Read more... ) -
Random Thoughts
One of the hardest things in life, for me, is to not get everything I want and NOT throw a huge shit-fit about it ( Read more... ) -
I destroy everything I love.
Or at least it seems to me that I destroy everything that I love and that loves me back. Or I destroy things I profess to love. Who can tell if I'm even capable of loving anything. I can't even be sincere anymore because everything that comes out of my mouth sounds like a lie.
At least it all seems that way to me.
* * * *Work has been ardous and ( Read more... ) -
these are the spotty times...
I figure I'd better make this post whilst I have the chance. I do realize this might be unwise considering I have a movie to watch. I mean I have to watch a movie before tomorrow, right? I don't have a choice, really. So onwards and upwards ( Read more... ) -
make it happen.
For some reason I wanted to write "make it happen" on my wristband ( Read more... ) -
Don't want to hear about Imus anymore, you nappy-headed hos!
Man, I feel like Imus lately. Perhaps it has to do with the fact that I apparently can't open my mouth without devastating people, even though I didn't mean to say ANYTHING hurtful. So, now I guess I'm just punished and can't fuckin' do anything about it ( Read more... ) -
Like a punch in the gut...
I just got a message from a close friend about something horrid that happened to them. So many things came up the moment I understood what I was reading. What can I do? COuld I kick the shit out of someone? Can I help them in a way they need? It's a really shitty thing to read about right before bed. But I've been avoiding my own personal MySpace.
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Man, Negative Rob Is A Bummer.
How is it that I'm in a better mood despite being thirsty, hungry, sunburned and having just spent a day at work in the wind than I was on a Sunday? I don't get it. I remember being very bored. Hm. What a Negative Nancy. Or Nelly. I always confuse those two. Apologies.
- - - -Everyday after work I usually switch my radio from my Shuffle to AM1350 ( Read more... ) -
Sunday! Sunday! Sunday!
I'm not really in the mood to do laundry, but I am. Which is why I'm on-line at all, I guess ( Read more... )