Peter Coffin entry is JOKES. dude got owned ( Read more... )

 ugh fml my TA is useless in trying to help me out with content problems. whyyyy is my study proposal screweddd. okay. time for a new topic.

happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-_dWKzPds8&playnext=1&list=PL746A7E7DFFA3853E

totoroo 

 i miss all of you.

 i don't look my professors in the eye when i talk to them. instead my eyes shift to the side as if i'm thinking. is this insulting to people? come to think of it, i have trouble looking people in the eye for a long time anyway. maybe it's the chinese in me i never knew i had. curious.

 oh

 There are a lot of things in life that you end up learning or realizing to late: like how you fumbled and lost a boy who who was nothing but kind and good to you, how you chose the wrong school, how you dislike what you became, how who you are now is not who you meant for yourself to be. A lot of these things will end up as regrets. regrets that ( Read more... )

 i feel like...an embarassment, basically.

 i am now 95% sure that i chose the wrong school. that 5% is just me being hopeful.

fucking ridiculous. obviously, its too late to transfer. 

 i really  need to get out of here for a while, but i have nowhere to go.

i want to scream.