I watched my youngest break into tears today, a small heartbreak that my actions caused.  What to do, how to feel about this I don't know.  Was it me being selfish, when I should have been more concerned, able to see what would happen?  I should have known better...  I can't entirely regret what has happened, what I did, but I can regret the effect ( Read more... )

Think I hurt a friend today.  Should know better. 

Fun Front: Wow, I really have to think about what I'm doing.  A couple of troupe games going... not badly, but just... not going.  I try really hard, but shit... Maybe I'm just getting to old for this crap.  I spend almost every game feeling like a complete and total moron and incompetent idiot.  I accept that this is my fault and no one elses, but ( Read more... )

Squeak*
1. You can ONLY answer 'Yes' or 'No'.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments you and asks. ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Arrus!

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% innocent.

Sorry, I can't post the whole thing here, it's too long and I don't like to litter LJ too much, and wethergal has tried, and I have too... but cuts don't work for me for some reason.

But with no further ado... my percent is... 12%.  whethergal can ( Read more... )

Had plans to gt together with my friends tonight... all gonna do some cutting of hairz... which I really enjoy... but guess what?  A Frickin blizzard rolled in.  I'm watching the snow blow by my window right now... sideways... at times I can't see the back fence of my yard!  Not to mention the fact that the weather is making all of my joints ache ( Read more... )

Why do I bother with this thing called RP anymore?  It always seems to be someone yanking their own chain while I sit and get nothing.  Nothing as in almost NO rp to speak of, never even see plot more than to watch it be handed to other people in ways I can't even begin to touch.  Maybe I'm too old for this shit.  Either that or I just can't find ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday desertgriffin!!!!  Miss you hon!

Ummm... yeah.   Anyways... hee ( Read more... )