My life has the potential to become the best it's ever been. I can only hope that I grab it by the balls and don't fuck things up this time around. Wish me luck.

Test results will be available tomorrow.

I am predicting that 2010 will be filled with more bad decisions than I've made in all of my previous years combined. Fasten your seatbelts.

I never update this anymore except cryptic shit that even I don't understand when I go back and read over it, but here goes nothing ( Read more... )

Nothing like coke and Crown to start the new year.

I spoke too soon: pathetic, drunken phone calls are a close second. And here I thought the upper hand would never come. Ha.

This is why I can't be trusted to run my own business: I'm not a self-motivated person. I'd like to be, I just haven't figured out how to yet. In the same way that I wouldn't be able to be my own boss, I can't rely on myself to be the boss of my life. I don't trust myself to figure out how or why or when or who. I hold out for the best possible ( Read more... )

I play this game sometimes where I drive around in the dark, listen to music, and smoke until one of the three gets boring. I lose that game every time. Every, single time.


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I'm too weak to dispose of bad habits, but I'm great at recycling them. I have plans to take secret piano lessons, though I suppose they wouldn't be so secret anymore. You're welcome for the button repairs. Sewing is like riding a bike. I also have plans to own a bike. Tomorrow will be terrible, I can see it from here ( Read more... )

She was my favorite cat.

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The happiest day of my life.