I understand the dream now.. It was a warning of my betrayal.. The dogs where tied together They where a team, a pack.. .. .. A family.. When the badness came and hurt them they where all hurt.. They where all trusting of that one lead dog.. And so in the end it is on the that one dog's paw the guilt and pain caused to the rest of the pack.. His ( Read more... )

Last night was a weird dream and it started around the early morning hours.. I know this cause I had a hard time sleeping last night.. I kept tossing and turning as if I felt like something was coming but not sure what.. I also remember not having even the energy to lift my head.. I was exhausted and my back and shoulders where tight and sore.. ( ( Read more... )

Okay the night before last night.. I had a dream that I was all alone at the kennel.. And what do you know the house caught on fire.. I did not panic as the entire dream was about me getting every living thing out of the house.. I loaded them all into crates and shoced them into the kennel.. From our ferrets, horses, ducks, dogs, rabbits and even ( Read more... )

Today is my mom's bday but I have nothing I can give her but a verbal happy birthday.. I have a lack of cash at the moment.. Things have gotten bad ( Read more... )

I can not begin to understand how when something bad happens several bad things roll off ( Read more... )

Thinking back to the school years.. Well I was down right nasty if you trully think about it.. And I hated that I would do anything to blend in and not stick out or become a problem for any of the other students.. I kept to myself and allowed the crowd to carry me where ever I was best suited.. I let them decide what was the right people to hang ( Read more... )

Holidays got a bit crazy but not as crazey as they normally get.. To be quite honest this was the first holiday I worked at the kennel and I did not get stressed, tired or lack of socialness.. In fact I was quite peppy and well happy.. I told Jess about it and she said it is because I am getting things out and I am mentally in a better place.. I ( Read more... )

Seriously has anyone actually sat down and thought about the purpose of mankind?? To tell you the truth the whole race is going to hell.. There is nothing about life that does not deal with Blood, Sex and Money.. Without this there is no people.. No nothing actually ( Read more... )

I remember him well.. His name was Paul.. Last name White.. --HA-- Just another reason for me to hate the name White.. All the same he was a man who lived with in my home from ever since I can remember.. He lived with us way back on High Street.. My earliest memory of him was when he was watching me and my younger brother Shane.. I think we where ( Read more... )

Grandpa Seatten ( Read more... )