Life consists of 4 stages: birth -> school -> work -> death. I'm almost done with school so that leaves work and death. My life is almost half over.

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There are many people in this world that are better than me in every possible aspect. Stronger, faster, smarter, better looking, richer, taller... superior in every aspect. It makes me feel inferior and pitiful. Conversely, there are people that are worse than me in every possible aspect. Weaker, slower, dumber, uglier, poorer... etc. Am I a ( Read more... )

It's the start of of a new year. Times like these often warrant a reflection on one's life or to reflect on some profound meaning of life, etc. From an outsider/3rd party observer perspective my life overall looks pretty good. I have a roof over my head, food on the table, on some sort of a career path, etc. And yet I don't feel happy. Most of the ( Read more... )

It's about that time again. As usual it is the middle of the night, everything is still except for me. I should be making more entries as putting my thoughts down have some therapeutic value, but I've been putting it off ( Read more... )

Right now I'm sitting here passing time in front of the computer. I should be sleeping. But I can't seem to bring myself to end the day. The night also a calming silence. After everyone has gone to bed and I can feel alone. I kind of wish I could stay here at this moment, the time between the end of a day and the beginning of another. Going to ( Read more... )

"Veterinarians have traditionally had suicide rates much higher than the general population"

Some reasons
-occupational stress
-reluctance to seek help
-easy access to lethal drugs
-attitude toward euthanasia

Something to look forward to when I graduate

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For the past two weeks of my winter break, I've been housesitting for a friend. So for the most part I've been alone in the house, just me and my thoughts. The thoughts start as whispers and then increase in intensity until they become thunderous. Most of the thoughts are dominated by fear. Fear of the future, fear of failure, how I'm not good/ ( Read more... )

看著你 有些累 想要一個人靜一會
你的眼 含著淚 我的心也跟著碎
你為哪個人憔悴 為他扛下所有罪
我為你執迷不悔 整夜無法入睡
就算全世界離開你 還有一個我來陪
怎麼捨得讓你受盡冷風吹

就算全世界在下雪 就算候鳥已南飛
還有我在這裡 痴痴地等你歸

你裝作無所謂 其實已痛徹心扉
沒想像中的堅強 堅強的面對是與非

想要給你的安慰 你淡淡笑著拒絕
滿身傷痕的愛情 不值得你付出一切

就算全世界離開你 還有一個我來陪
怎麼捨得讓你受盡冷風吹

Sometimes courage is born from great fear... or desperation