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Officially on hiatus~*
After nearly four years since its initial commence, this blog is now on hiatus.
I will be using my tumblr Ceruleanight as my main personal blog for the time being.
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wide-eyed grinning in the darkened room
Some people just have no morals; they take idiosyncrasy way too far and as a result become detrimental to this already rotting society. It's one thing to stand up for yourself and your beliefs, but it's another to actually go out of your way to make other people's lives miserable. Especially with all the circumstances from which our society ( Read more... ) -
Mindless little musings
I love you. I love you so much. But I've come to realize that you can't give me what I want in this relationship. You might think that everything is fine, you are probably satisfied, but something is just missing. I can let it go for you though, I know you are not too familiar with such personal, emotional conversations. And I have other ( Read more... ) -
sing me to sleep
Hibernation plans for my 20th birthday would have to wait. Family comes first.
I'm exhausted.
Gomen ne, Naoto. -
sawdust in me
You know you're going insane when you start finding your lost shit at random places without recalling how they got there and your head starts hurting whenever you try to remember because there are gaps in your memory and you start wondering what else you have done unconsciously maybe even during the moments that you believed you were asleep but ( Read more... ) -
a cycle of self-defeating love
I want to know what it feels like to be full of love. To be spoiled by love and kindness and not have to worry about anything.
Just once.
Is it bad that I understand exactly how the boy feels in the vocaloid song "Just Be Friends" now? Probably. -
I am lover I am destroyer
Does everyone have a destructive force within themselves? Is it a natural instinct to create disorder?
It seems like I have a tendency to destroy everything I love or cherish. Why is everything so fragile?
Why is nothing ever clear?
And you... why are you appearing again? I told you to wait. I will go there in time, but not now.
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another sleepless night
Depression and insomnia, why must you invade my life again ( Read more... ) -
I tend to have emotional breakdowns on Tuesdays.
Here at the end of the day when I am exhausted, stressed, disoriented, and overly temperamental, I just feel so alone.
Sometimes I wonder how much you really care. Would you really be honest with me like I asked? Would you rush to me and hold me when I'm breaking? Would you notice if I were gone, would you try to find me? If I were to just ( Read more... ) -
where do we dwell inside these soundless thoughts?
Have you ever had the feeling where you know that something, no matter how trivial it may seem, but something is wrong? Although it's not significant enough to motivate you to change anything so you just try to ignore it. Throw it into a chasm in the back of your mind and bury it under layers of more immediate subjects of concern.
And all the ( Read more... )