In this world only two people acknowledge and accept my existence.  And that really is more than I need.

Most people's perceptions are inhibited by an enforced necessity for visualizable evidence and conventional prose that are consistent with their world of familiarities.  Any irregularity that diverges from their spectra of rationality becomes ( Read more... )

One of the most disappointing feelings is realizing that you love someone much more than they do or ever will love you.

I know this feeling very well.  Be it with lovers, friends, parents, musicians, fictional characters, pets, or food.  Food will NEVER love you back BWAH~(´Д｀)

... I am developing a quaint, novel fascination with Augustus.  IT MUST ( Read more... )

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So it's time to ask yourself what's most important to you.  Between responsibilities and personal aspirations, which one would you choose?

Being locked up by miscommunication, misunderstanding, false conceptions, cultural traditions, stubborn authoritarians who force their values and responsibilities onto you.  What's the point of it all?  Why not ( Read more... )

And thus out of curiosity I made a tumblr.

→ ♣ Ceruleanight

So far I am confused and still learning. This Livejournal shall remain as a personal blog.

8D

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Stupid manipulative people.

But what can I say?  This is just atonement for my own retarded mistakes.  You try to let go of the past, but it won't just willingly say baibai.  It follows you around, clinging onto your back like a parasite.  Until you become lost in guilt or just learn to ignore its presence ( Read more... )

As mortals living in an universe dominated by time from all directions, we must face an ending to everything.  It may be calamitous, devastating, heartbreaking, and paralyzing, or it could just be a simple rule to life.  There is a reason to every ending; and no matter how trivial or irrational that reason may be, we have to somehow let go of the ( Read more... )

Which scenario is better?

A) Believe in something only to discover that it's nonexistent and have your heart broken.
B) Expect the worse and be pleasantly surprised when you are proven wrong.

Net benefit of cost should ideally be positive,
But "benefit" and "cost" are really just arbitrary concepts.

For now let's distract ourselves by cramming ( Read more... )

Be smart. 
Don't listen to those little words dripping with saccharin.
Don't believe those professions that fluctuate on a daily basis.
Don't be tempted by those spontaneous pleasantness.
Don't get your hopes up by promises of forever.
Don't let your emotions control you.

Don't revolve around them, make them a part of you.
Don't let your guard down.

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