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Why is this so hard?
I feel completely detached today. I don't remember getting up or even when I got to work nor what I really did. I think I spoke to some people, I don't remember how I got home. Was today even real ( Read more... ) -
My Mental Health is Slipping
I am waiting for the next available center with the chat suicide preventionlifeline.org. I've been waiting for a while.
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Ross Gellar was not on a break, he was merely raped!
Can movies and TV shows stop showing a character being raped and then act like the "sexual act" was somehow the victims fault and cause for their significant other to be upset? Often the rape victim spends episodes feeling guilty and never wanting to tell their S.O. That there penetration with someone else out of fear of how it would hurt their S.O ( Read more... ) -
Therapy Dogs
Therapy Dogs and Service dogs do not shit inside the restaurant. I'm shocked you think they do. And I'm so very sorry your daughter needs a benedril around them, but my friend has epileptic seizures, how would you like to lose control of your body at random? How would you like to be next to a busy street when one seizes you? Where the dog can smell ( Read more... ) -
You Wouldn't Understand
I use to get annoyed when people would tell me things like: "You're too young to understand." Or "You'll understand when you have your own kids." And the dreaded "I think you have to experience it to fully get it!" I think it annoyed me when I had opinions about things and was immediately turned down because I didn't have [insert item or age or ( Read more... ) -
90% Sure
I'm obsessed with great fictional writing. Sometimes I won't be able to actually fully enjoy a book or even show until I speak about it with others and these conversations enlighten me into how much thought was actually put into the book or other form of art ( Read more... ) -
That grey cloud
I can feel it slowly creeping up on me, slowly taking joy from my every day, slowly making me lose interest in the things I care about, slowly making me slip away from friends and family, and ever so slowly making me feel like giving up. Depression is slowly coming in ( Read more... ) -
I loved him, even when I said I didn't.
My father died of depression on Febraury 8th, 2016. I had called the night before to see how he and my mother were doing and if my mother needed a ride. She and he were discussing a divorce. He was going through a very rough patch and was sinking into depression. On the phone call he kept apologizing to me. I told him he had nothing to be sorry for ( Read more... ) -
Hypocrite I Am
I will admit first I am guilty of some of the things I will mention in the entry I'm about to post. However; it is my intent to change that about myself. I realize that I was in the wrong, I realize that sometimes I will continue to be in the wrong. With that said, on to the post.
I want to know why politics and religion are not discussed and ( Read more... ) -
What are Journals for?
Sparatic entry ahead ( Read more... )