To start, I am intoxicated, however I will be very impressed with myself if there are less than five grammatical or spelling errors in this post ( Read more... )

The phrase "You need to love yourself before you can love another." has a very negative effect on me. I'm the kind of person where I'm my best in a relationship. I know it's not necessarily healthy...okay it's not healthy, but it's who I am. I'm Bi-Polar, I have abandonment issues, and I have AdHd as well as performance anxiety. I aim to please and ( Read more... )

Don't know don't care if anyone reads this or not ( Read more... )

Last January (2009) I had a personal crisis. I didn't know what to do with my life, everything seemed so bleak. The truth is I'm terrified of being alone. Always have been ( Read more... )

Okay. So...ranting ( Read more... )

This!

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This has given me many laughs

Even if i never meant to, I've ruined everything. I regret being so affected, and i regret not standing up when i should have. This is wrong, and I know it. She deserves everything, and I'm willing to give her that. I wish i knew why she runs away, but it's pointless now. I finally pushed us into hot water. It'll be interesting to see what comes ( Read more... )

Couldn't be more true. Only small detail is, typically you kill yourself.

Sometimes i don't know what to think. I feel like maybe the sun shines because everything's good, and it rains because something is troubling in the world. I know that its just how the weather is, regardless of any connection to humanity I might think exists ( Read more... )

for the record, this entry has come of silent dealings with pain and frustration that has been building up for the last several months and with recent events, occurring an hour and a half ago, have come to take the form of a blog entry. i apologize in advance for any useless whiny complaining, its you're choice to read this, and therefore please ( Read more... )