I'm sick of watching drugs destroy people's lives.

My emotion meter goes straight to ANGRY almost all the time. Even if I'm feeling happy, there is a distinct undertone of the anger. Really messed up.

Feeling helpless and that makes me insane.

Traded in the Lincoln today for a Chevy S-10 truck. :) I'm really excited about it because it runs really well and is going to be amazing on gas. Also, it's not a flaming pile of shit like the other S-10 was. Ol' Red, I loved that truck but boy was it embarrassing, haha ( Read more... )

Had good ol' friendship this weekend :D

Got my hair fixed! It's super blonde but not yucky.

I've got an eighth of shrooms burning a hole in my proverbial pocket. Hehehe.

Fell in love with a little kitty from Petco today. I hope someone gives him a good home...:(

My unemployment went through! Now I just have to wait on the card to show up. Bills be gettin PAID. Now I have about 5 months of non-working bliss to figure out what the hell I'm going to do with myself when it's over. :)

What a damn good day.

Random 4am post just because I'm awake and might as well? I think so. This is supposed to be therapeutic after all ( Read more... )

A full dose of sleeping pills wouldn't even knock me out tonight. I'm near boiling point. All I want to do is sleep and I caaaaan't. :(

Seriously though, GREAT news. I just checked out the licencing agency's website and state board only requires that I pay an 80 dollar fee to renew my lapsed license and re-take only the written part of the state board exam! This means that I don't have go back to school! I'll pay less than 200 bucks and have my license back!!

I'm really getting tired of repeating the same shit over and over...feels like everytime I try to break the cycle you just won't let it stop. Guess I'll just try and make it through another day without murdering.

I feel like an unmotivated, lazy slag.