Chrisrmas was good. I might be losing my job today, drama happened last nite, ill write about it later when i know if im still employed or not. today is new years eve.

i really like ray.

Today was crazy. People kill me how they try to run their mouths and create drama just to create drama, for no reason at all. i really like rashon a lot, i cried today because i thought he was mad at me and didnt wanna talk to me, i have to really like a guy for me to cry over him. i have to see him tomorrow. i have to tell him how i feel about ( Read more... )

ok i had a momentary lapse of judgement, just like LC. me n rashon started going out on friday we finally broke up on monday, thank goodness. after he asked me out i did not wanna be with him anymore. he keeps callin me but i dont wanna talk to him. he keeps hangin up on me so i dont know what his problem is. o well im glad its over.

I really like Ra'shawn, he is so cute and so nice and we can just talk you know. like jsut sit there and carry on a convorsation and laugh and chill. i do wanna be with him val. i made my decision, but i dont wanna come on too strong. i just wanna chill with him and get to know him and see where it goes. this is really different than i usually act ( Read more... )

i saw him. i twas so awesome, but now that im thinking about it there are so many things i want to say to him, but he said we will talk more so it can wait for later. i still love him, which i cant stand but i cant help how i feel. im not in love with him, but ill always love him bc he was my 1st love. anyways, omg i got to hold elyace today. omg ( Read more... )

someone write something interesting. i need to live vicariously through someone. lol. i dyed my hair. omg its so freakin awesome. brit ill send u a pic. i feel so rocker. i love my hair. i want more red, i think im addicted. i feel so sexy.

i believe we will come back together later on in life. maybe when im out of college. i dont know. i wish he would call me before that, but why do i want to be with him? because i dont have anyone else to think about. if i had another guy, i wouldnt even think about him. i wanna make trice proud, and being with him is not what she wanted. but i also ( Read more... )

Brit is in town, woo hoo. i hope we get a chance to hang out. me n val r going to tumbleweed for dinner and then going to see elizabeth town. im excited. i wanna see that movie so bad. i wanna see in her shoes too.

me and sasha r going shopping today, im excited. i get my hair done at 1 30 next saturday. omg im so excited. ok i need to go now.

Today is my eighteenth birthday and it has been so much fun. I got over $500 and a dozen roses from brit, thank u so much love, it was so awesome, they are beautiful. we went to Bahama Breeze, it was fun, the food was good ( Read more... )