i love the new mariah carey song, dont forget about us. im naming my daughter mariah faith, i love that name, if i had twins, a boy and a girl their names would be mariah and malachi. i cant wait to gt away from everything and go to college, im ready to be out on my own and meet new people and live in a new town and get away from all the drama of ( Read more... )

i am going to be getting a lot of money on my next pay check ( Read more... )

i really dont understand why he is treating me like this. i have not done anything, i would understand if i would have been mean to him or been a bitch but all ive done is be there for him thru everything, i guess this si what i get, i give him everything, i do everything for him and i get treated like shit. its not fair, and i know everyone says ( Read more... )

im glad im noy with him anymore. its been a lot better for me. i need to learn to be independent, like he wanted. im sick od her petty bullshit tho. o well, she does not exist in my world. cant wait to go to EKU on friday, exactly one week til my bday, woo hoo. i expect good presents!!

i hate to say i, but i miss him. so much. will i ever stop?

i really like him,and i love flirting with him, i just wish he felt the same way. anybody got anyadvice on how a girl like me can get a guy like him? i wish i could act more african american. lol

i dont know what it is about today, but i miss them both so much. i want him back so bad, i dont care if it looks bad on me, i want to be with him. actually, i think that i want to be over him more than i want to be with him, but its so hard, 3 years of this is a long long long time. i start to cry but then i remember he's not worth my tears, you ( Read more... )

im sittin at val's rite now, we are gettin ready to go get food and then go to powder puff. jerimy is an asshole. i cant believe the way he is acting. he will regret it in the future. im so excited about the party on friday, im so excited omg, cant wait, write more later.

GOD BLESS AMERICA. Please bless all the people who are affected by the hurricane. This is really sad. I feel so bad for those people who have no place to live. I hope everyone will be ok. I wish there was something I could do. Maybe I can organize a fund-raiser at school. I'll think about it. I got my shirt airbrushed today for Powder Puff, ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wonder if it really will be OK. i mean, how muhc more can i take before i really lose it? you'd think that after everything that has happened in the past year would kill me, but surprisingly enough, im still here. If all these horrible things happen when im only 17, what else can go wrong as i get older? On Jan. 1st of this year, i ( Read more... )