why do bad things happen? why do people who drink and smoke during the beach get to keep their's and me, who doesnt do any of that, has to lose mine? its not fair!!! why did this happen? i really dont know. im so weak from all the "red" loss. its so hard to deal with. i never thought this would happen. im going to PP tomorrow i think. hopefully. i ( Read more... )

Today we had a moment of silence for LaTrice. It was so sad, I cried. I miss her so much. It's not been easy for me. I'm just having a bad time lately. It's so hard for me without her. No one knows the kind of relationship I had with her. She was just like my sister, she was closer to me than my real sister is now. It's so hard without her ( Read more... )

Summer has been way too short. I feel like I haven't even gotten to enjoy it. Lately, i have been missing Tricey really really badly. I wish more than anything that she was here to start school with me. I don't understand why GOD would take her away. I miss her so much. I miss Jerimy too. I think missing trice makes me miss Jerimy. I feel ( Read more... )

BREAKING UP IS HARD TO DO. SO IS LETTING GO.

OBVIOUSLY, MOVING ON ISN'T, AT LEAST NOT FOR HIM. THIS REALLY SUCKS.

I HATE BOYS. I HATE ALL BOYS BECAUSE AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER THEY WILL BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART AND IT SUCKS TO HAVE YOUR HEART BROKEN. MY HEART IS BROKEN AND IT SUCKS MROE THAN ANYTHING. I REALLY WISH LATRICE WAS HERE. SHE WOULD TELL ME JERIMY IS STUPID AND I NEED TO LEAVE HIM ALONE. I NEED TO HEAR HER VOICE. PLEASE HELP ME. I NEED PRAYER. I NEED ( Read more... )

i hate everything.

i dont want it to be over.

what else can i do?

i feel like im never good enough.

today we buried trice. it was so sad. people get on my nerves so bad. but its all good bc i could really care less about what other people think about me right now or ever. this girl lindsey is killin me. she is seriously thinkin that jerimy likes her, i mean is she retarded? jerimy is with me. its dont matter if we are broke up. we are literally ( Read more... )

R.I.P LATRICE NICOLE LINDSEY. 12-29-1986 TO 7-23-2005. I LOVE YOU TRICEY! I'LL SAVE YOU A PLACE IN MY WEDDING. YOU'RE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO VAL. YOU'RE STILL MY HOMEROOM BUDDY. AND I'LL SAVE YOU A SEAT RIGHT NEXTT O ME AT GRADUATION. THAT'S WHERE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE. I HOPE YOU LOVE IT UP IN HEAVEN. WE MISS YOU. WATCH OVER CHRIS AND MAKE SURE ( Read more... )

To ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS....PLEASE PRAY FOR MY GREAT FRIEND LATRICE LINDSEY. SHE JUST HAD A BABY, HE WAS 3 MONTHS EARLY. SHE AND THE BABY ARE IN ICU, INTENSIVE CARE. I WENT TO SEE HER TODAY, IT WAS ONE OF THE SADDEST THINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. SHE IS HELPLESS. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR HER. I AM LITERALLY DOWN ON MY HANDS ( Read more... )

I GOT A CAR YESTERDAY!!! ITS THE ONE I WROTE ABOUT B4. I LOVE IT. IT'S SO ME! CAN'T WAIT TO DRIVE IT TO SCHOOL. IT'S GONNA BE SO AWESOME!

LATRICE HAD HER BABY ON SUNDAY. HIS NAME IS ELYACE RASHAD ELLIOT HE WEIGHS 2 LBS 2OZ AND HE IS 13 IN. HE WAS 3 MONTHS PREMATURE. THE MOTHER AND BABY ARE BOTH IN ICU. PLEASE PRAY FOR THEM.