"Ships at a distance have every man's wish on board. For some they come in with the tide. For others they sail forever on the horizon, never out of sight, never landing until the Watcher turns his eyes away in resignation, his dreams mocked to death by Time. That is the life of men." - Zora Neale Hurston ( Read more... )

i hate me. and no, this isn't some cry for pity. i could care less for pity. i just hate myself right now. i hate the way i feel and think. i've had several people ask what's wrong with me and i refuse to tell anyone. even my teachers see a change in me. like that isn't depressing. this is something i'm going to have to get through. i hate that ( Read more... )

for the lack of better
words to say,
all i said was goodnight.
once again,
in self defense i wont sleep a wink
to prevent dreaming of you.

holy crap. my parents are actually letting me do something i want to do. wow. new found glory, good charlotte, and mxpx. reasons why this is so cool: *my parents raely let me out of the house during the week *they hardly ever let me go to birmingham *possible later cerfew(coughi'mnotleavingtillit'sovercoughscrewcerfewcough) *lots and lots and lots ( Read more... )

how i feel.. it's a transition. one i've wanted, but i don't know how to go about it now. but what is the difference? to try and hold back and think one certain thought, than to flip your world upside down. that's what's different. it's refreshing. it has brought a new prospective to things. comparing how things were and how they are now isn't much ( Read more... )

17 years old, swallowed my first pill.

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pro·fan·i·ty

pro = the affirmative side
fan = devotee, admirer, or enthusiast
ity = suffix meaning quality

there always has to be something or someone standing in the way of this. it's to good to be true so they'll burst the bubble. curfew, grades, even religion stand in the way. why must there always be a bad side? something to balance out the good? the good should only be greater. despite their ways, things are great. i may have fucked this up a ( Read more... )

how can you be so heartless? you have to care about me before you can even claim the slightest bit of love. there is nothing between us but hate and an obligation. that's all i am to you. you think that enforcing such blatantly ignorant rules upon me that it's "good" parenting. your sheltering has taken away my rights of choice so much that once i' ( Read more... )