okay so i had today off. ray didnt. ive been home most of the day. *kill me*...there was an accident on I-295 so it took like an hour or so more than it usually does to get home. alot of cars were going down the breakdown lane so i did too and this guy walked by and said that there was a cop giving out tickets so i should get into then other lane. ( Read more... )

blah. alot has happened since the last time i wrote and this probably wont be a long entry. okay so i broke up with tim on april 24 and started dating the cart boy on april 25th...now we're engaged and we're going to get married next april on the 25th. cassie's moving and everytime i call her no one answers so i gave up on that. this chick that ive ( Read more... )

so we're finishing the move tomorrow and i probably wont get a phone hooked up for a week or two so thats why there will be a time gap of my entries...not really much to say right now, but oh well....i love you cass...dont forget that...i love the nights we spend together and i cant wait...ill call you tonight :-*

i feel...i dont know. it kind of seems like im bothering cassie by talking to her everyday so i think im going to back off...im thinking that ill back off from everyone. ill do things exactly how everyone wants them done to the best of my ability and thats it. what i want or need or whatever doesnt matter from this point on. there was a writing ( Read more... )

ugh so i work straight through til next friday then hopefully ill be going out of the state...doubtful, but yeah. has anyone ever heard that song STRAWBERRY GASHES by JACK OFF JILL? ill paste the lyrics ( Read more... )

i got the BEP cd ELEPHUNK...*sigh* TCB and i went to the movies tonight too. we saw THE CHRONICLES OF RIDDICK which rocked my night. the next three or four days im working 10 hour days each. so graduation was okay. then for the class trip we went on school buses to the maine mall and then transferred onto custom coach buses which rocked and then we ( Read more... )

so im graduating in three hours and im scared to death. everything ends today and im sitting here bawling about it. i dont know how to...i dont know. *sigh* im so fucking scared. i dont want to like...die or anything and im afraid thats whats happening or something. i really dont know how to express my feelings right now but im so very scared. i ( Read more... )

so we had candlelight [ceremony] last night. it went pretty good except for the fact that glitter fell off me everytime i moved last night because of the fucking dress i wore. ugh..i couldnt get comfortable in my chair and it was way too hot in the gym...*sigh* i just told you only the negatives. postitives *thinks* i got to keep my candle. :) and ( Read more... )

hello all...my main reason for writing today is to vent about yesterday. im having alot of trouble handling my moms death (which happened when i was only a baby) and someone told me that i hide behind the fact that she was killed and im almost 18 years old, i need to get over it and that i barely knew her. thats quite saddening. so i was upset ( Read more... )

*sigh* i dont even know where to begin. tuesday wednesday and thursday TCB was here and it was great. this morning i woke up and he wasnt laying next to me and i knew that he wasnt here but i was like...awaiting him to come back upstairs to be with me but he didnt. today im going shoe shopping before work then im going to work. tomorrow i work open ( Read more... )