a couple things about my last entry...i didnt end up going to new hampshire but i did go to fashion bug and got 2 pairs of pants and a shirt thing. and that night [saturday night] when i got home from work Piglet had died [the goldfish] but i think that french vanilla [the betta] killed him. oh well. french vanilla seems alot happier now though. ( Read more... )

yeah so heres my entry...i really dont know what to blabber on about this time though. gails gone for a while but my sisters creepy boyfriend thing has been here alot. i gave up on that mangagement class. i guess im going to new hampshire today before i go to work. i need to get my check first though. i feel so sad right now. i kind of know why but ( Read more... )

so i havent written an entry for five days now. nothing good has happened...if anything, everythings getting worse. my ulcer pain is increasing which definately blows. i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. and im sick so that definately doesnt help anything. ive pretty much lost my voice. alot of things are upsetting me alot lately but it seems ( Read more... )

i dont really feel like writing lately...i feel like just letting my thoughts drive me to the point of Spring Harbor...*sigh* well whatever works. my thoughts lately have been so fucked up...my bloodlust makes me whine now...i just want...*sigh* nevermind...you all already think im fucked up as is so i just wont say anymore...i just got out of the ( Read more... )

so i had kind of a bad day toward the end and i dont want to go to management anymore. i definately dont. never never never again. i have to though. maybe if i could convince my guidence counselor everything would be good. id have study hall and be able to be with TCB every morning almost..that'd be so great. im tired. i kept almost falling asleep ( Read more... )

aw christ...i need to take a shower and wash my dress for the wedding tomorrow...im so tired right now. but i added up my hours at work and ill have like 45-50 hours...and thats illegal, lol. whatever...im so tired. i made like $7 in tips tonight. not bad, not bad. oh well. i should take my shower tonight because if i dont my hair wont style right ( Read more... )

bleh bleh bleh...its 6 am and i really dont want to go to school today...*sigh* oh well. im staying after in the weight room today:) yay. i need to find my money box key...last night i actually cleaned half of my room looking for it. i didnt find it but i found alot of other cool things that could be useful :)....last night i had a really bad night ( Read more... )

yeah so i really dont know what to say...im completely procrastinating at doing homework...anything but homework...but i have kind of a big paper due tomorrow for creative writing and theres no reason why i cant get it in...other than i havent even started it yet. ive done pretty damn good at bs-ing everthing else though in that class..ugh...i hate ( Read more... )

hey jame...this is a semi-happy entry for you, my dear...so yeah...i was sitting here observing my new fish in the tank and *sigh* the goldfish [piglet] cant swim through this neon thing that i have because his heads too big...:( and the betta [french vanilla] is swimming in the very small space between the back of the tank and the filter...lol ( Read more... )

well my brothers ex gf ran him over tonight...i saw it all...dont really feel like talking right now so im going to go...might write later with details...bye

todays lesson learned: i should have jumped in front of her truck so she would have hit me too. fucking bitch.....