I havent Updated in a while.. well lets see. what has happened? :

About 2 or 3 weeks ago I was kicked out of my house. But Im back now. I missed being home. Not that Eds house wasnt fun, I mean I love his family (even if they do only eat organic products) and they seem to like me. Im not uncomfortable around them, and its ( Read more... )

so I love how I can be really pissed at my mom. and then she can just smirk and make a smart  
remark about something Im wearing, and we laugh and everythings fine again.

I love when she meets me at the airport with quiznos and a coke, I especially love the car ride home, when we sing along to the fray in the car.

I love how she makes fun of all ( Read more... )

so basically.  
My other half is back from Florida. 
:) ahhhhhhhh!  
this makes me so happy! 
nothing can bring down my mood right now.  
NOTHING.

Last night a creepy guy kept staring at me, mexicans threatened to cut me, and i threatened the lives of blind people world wide with a nerf gun.

"SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR LOVED ONES."
"Im mexican, I will fucking cut you!"
"yeah, shes a wetback! she'll cut you like she cuts my grass!"
SISTA SISTA'S BEAUTY SALON !?
"I would shoot a blind person because they ( Read more... )

yeah so...

Wednesday, March 15 = DETENTION
Monday, March 20 = DETENTION
Tuesday, March 21= DETENTION
Wednesday, March 22 = DETENTION
Thursday, March 23 = DETENTION
Monday, March 27= DETENTION

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okay so yeahhhh.
Im really fucking stressed out right now. 
Portfolio Review day tomorrow and Im waaaaay unprepared. 
I hate this, Ive really fucking blown it ( Read more... )

They thought it was coronary syndrome but its not. THANK GOD.
Its just an Inflamation of the chest wall. 
The adderal didnt exactly help the palpitations, but they werent the cause of it. 
I infact have no idea what caused that, they didnt elaborate on it. I guess it means nothing?
It cant mean nothing, the nurse was really scared about that. 
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Does anyone want to do something tomorrow?
I dont want to be alone on valentines day.
:(

why do I always do this?
no matter what, it always comes back to this.
Im sick of putting my emotions out there when all you do it hurt me
Im sick of crying over you, Ive wasted so much time that way
I hate that you play with my emotions like theyre a toy, theyre not.
i AM a person with feelings, do not disregaurd them.
what happened, what did i ( Read more... )