Yagami-kun...I am so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so sorry...I...You sounded sick and...oh, Gods...I am so sorry...Please, please, please forgive me...Gods...[/]

Gods...that was stupid...that was so...so...so...so...Okay...I need to compose myself. Slow deep breaths...slow deep breaths.

What, what was I supposed to think?! Yagami-kun goes to ( Read more... )

I am sure you will read this, And you know who you are...

You're right...You knew you'd be right and you're right. I don't know how you managed to make the anxiety about sending people to thier deaths bearable but you did and I couldn't thank you more. Maybe that is why we're together. <3 That is the only time I am addressing you. The rest of the ( Read more... )

That kiss made me want better things for him, I wanted to be able to give him a chance to step back and see what he had done. He told me he wanted me to purify this place, and I wanted to show him that I could without having to use death. He was my first subject. I explained to him what that notebook did. He might have disassociated that the ( Read more... )

So, I met this wonderful person that admires *cringe* Kira and I seemed to have developed friendship with him. He needs a place to stay though and I am not sure Raidou-san has any space left here. *thinks* I have decided to let him use my room for the night since I rarely sleep and I want to go house searching for him tomorrow, not like I have ( Read more... )

So, it's settled. Yagami-kun has decided to accept Raidou-san's offer to move in. So, I will be living with him... When I sleep he will be somewhere in my home sleeping...innocently sleeping. I feel sort of excited and worried.

I trust him, of course I trust him...He has said many times that who he was will not have a part to play here, but now we' ( Read more... )

I got the sugar I needed, which was good, though the walk to the store provided me with more than I expected ( Read more... )

So, today before I went to by the sweets I needed I stopped by the house my friend invited me to move into and picked up the key. He's a detective like me...a very kind one. Well, I suppose he'd have to be to invite me to move into his house. He isn't home though, so I am in a strange house all alone and nervous about touching things. But, I was ( Read more... )

I looked around this city a bit more today, did some real intense research and found it to not be anything as I had thought it to be. Mello and I had thought this place to be a place for the dead, seeing as he and I both died and ended up here somehow, yet, I found many living people. So, I am still at a loss as to why I am here ( Read more... )

I awoke somewhere new...somewhere I didn't expect to be. This isn't to say that I didn't want to leave, but I wasn't expecting to leave so fast. I guess -somebody- thought it best I go now. I suppose it doesn't matter, I didn't leave anything behind. I had friends, but only two...two friends I couldn't trust. Is that real friendship ( Read more... )