A lot calmer now but I still get jittery. Might need a lower or higher dosage ( Read more... )

Gotta love self-induced panic attacks, yeauh~

Wake up early and hot.
Anxious.
Loss of appetite.

Self-induced or side effects?
Can't tell.
Can't really relax.

So, I wanted to write before I started taking Zoloft. I want to keep track of my feelings so I can determine whether or not the Zoloft is going to work or have negative effects on my body. I haven't taken it yet, I was going to take it before I go to bed because my doctor told me that a side effect is drowsiness, so taking it before bed seems like ( Read more... )

Shades drawn across ( Read more... )

I could be silent for a week and you wouldn't care or notice ( Read more... )

All of which embody my feelings aka I sound so emo ( Read more... )

I just got to keep telling myself, it's okay.
You'll see him soon.
It's not the end of the world.
You have all week to see him.
Sometimes we need space and that
doesn't mean he doesn't love me.
You can do it.
You'll survive.
Strong eyes.
Strong.

I had one of the strangest dreams ( Read more... )

I'm mad at myself because I only feel alive when I am around you.
I'm mad at myself because I am one of those girls who can't survive without you.
I'm mad at myself because I feel so alone without you.
I'm mad at myself because it's only when I am with you I don't feel so alone.
I'm mad at myself because I can't take care of myself anymore.
I'm mad at ( Read more... )