You can turn the pain off whenever you'd like. You don't have to feel anymore; you'll no longer be attached to those emotions which enslave you. It's the only way you'll truly be rid of them.

The words resonated in her head as she ran from the mansion and knelt before the dark sky. The muddied grass stuck to her bare knees and the rain fell down ( Read more... )

Alright, college is winding down, save this stupid Sociology class that I just want it to be over and done with already. I hate that class. It's too vague. I need guidelines and rules. xD ( Read more... )

Why is it that no matter what I do, I never feel good enough.

Things are funny.

Somehow it couldn't just be easy. Always have to have something go wrong. I feel like writing peoples names in this journal is a doom sentence. We haven't broken up yet but I can feel a disturbance, so it's only a matter of time. I hope its not because I really do like him a lot. But if he doesn't like me than, fuck just get it over and done with ( Read more... )

I feel he deserves a spot on my LJ since he's currently my boyfriend xD ( Read more... )

I jumped in heart first and came out empty handed with a hole in my chest.

I miss you, so much. You keep me up at night. I remember the first night we spent together in your car where you told me all your secrets. The way you held my hand and put your arms around me. How perfect it all was and how elated you made my feel as I went home wishing you kissed me goodnight. I wonder if you think the same. But I know you ( Read more... )

You've touched my life for a moment--your fingerprints stain and linger even after you've gone. What was the point, if you were just going to leave? I can only ask why. What was the purpose? Was it just random, or did it mean something?

After Kou there was Tom--whom lasted the longest of the three romances I've had so far this year--and more recently Rich. Rich who I've had the most closure on....Kou who barely even counts anymore and Tom who seems to still kill me every time I am suffered to dream about that fool. Kou was just using me, Tom I have no idea but I can assume the ( Read more... )