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[la_roche]

I took a shower in blood and thought of things. Little things inside my mind that I would have eagerly turned to tell all those close to me, now they echo in my head. Quirky things about angular momentum and torque, lovely imagery and ironies, ideas that could start one of the stories I used to tell.... I was supposed to go out tonight, dance

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[la_riposte]

"All you would see is an echo anyway, an echo with eyes."

I have to like this and dislike it at the same time. Fucker.

[dragon_wings48]

omg. bob said the f word.

[little_miijo]

You know where I stand.

[vi0letdelirium]

Kenton... you know I wish I could help, but I can't. I didn't call you back because I knew you were just going to yell at me, and my father already did that. I needed support, not chastisement, and I knew from your phone message that you didn't have any for me. You give good advice, but recently it's hurt too much, because it always makes me feel small. That distance in your voice... the way I can tell that you won't let me matter or let yourself care... the talking down. You're a stranger half the time, and the other half you're less a friend than a cold psychologist or an angry parent. There's a difference. The last time I called you, what you said to me helped. I've listened. But the way you said it to me hurt. You know me too well and I keep realizing how little I ever knew you. I don't understand. I was sure we'd be friends, but maybe I hoped for too much. Maybe I fell in love with someone I didn't know at all, or maybe you've strangled the one I did know. I think it's the latter

[peaches5446]

You can run, but you can't hide. :)

Bob and I will WALK to your house winter break if you refuse to come see us.

This isn't a threat. It's a promise. <3

~C.

BTW, that poem was my favorite yet. I suppose I just like doom, though.

[la_riposte]

I've got a route planned out.

[dragon_wings48]

oh please dont regress, dont close up again. a chick cannot climb back into his shell and have it reform over him. you've hatched and you must remain the feathered being you are. "do not tarry, do not stop, no matter what happens." never give up. you may be in a forest, but you have the knowlege that there are deserts and tundras as well. so you must keep going until you reach the clearing. because there is one. youre such an amazing person. dont hide.