ok, you know what if you are going to have someone go through the trouble of planning something, then you should f-ing do it. you shouldn't cop out just because ur tired. especially if that person shelled out 45 bucks for alcohol so that you could party. ummm, hello... anyone up here ever heard of common fucking courtesty. guess not... and yeah you ( Read more... )

ok, so i have been a bit sick recently. another infection. which means another round of antibiotics and other kinds of meds. i get kinda cracked out on them... sleepy and then really hyper. but if you know me you understand that that is kinda my personality already! but i am up in saratoga springs with a friend. she invited me up for fall break... ( Read more... )

oh my god! i found a new boy! he is wonderful! his name is brian. he is 22 and was in the army for the last 4 years. he spent a year in iraq. he is from philly and lives in south philly. his family still lives here, and only like 5 blocks away from me. he is wonderful. we met at a party on saturday. and somehow through the melee of guys that ( Read more... )

scream! that is what i want to do. he is driving me fucking batty! i have spent the last like bazillion hours with him and if he weren't able to get his hands on drinks i would just have to kill him and bury his body in the woods somewhere. actually he is nice guy, but a bit obsessive and possesive, and i've only known him for three days! i haven't ( Read more... )

so i was thinking today that i have spent so much of the year looking forward. looking at the future and trying so hard to get it right that i forgot about the present. literally i forgot. i just didn't remember that i still had eight months of school left when i was trying to figure out which colleges to apply to. i didn't remember that i still ( Read more... )

DAMMIT! WHAT I DO IS MY BUSINESS AND MINE ALONE! NOT THE APA, NOT NOSY MOTHERS, NOT TALKATIVE GUYS! AS LONG AS I AM NOT AFFECTING YOU NEGETIVELY WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME TO DO WHAT I WANT! MY ACTIONS OF THE PAST WEEKEND HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE BUT MYSELF AND RYAN. NOT YOU, NOT THEM, NOT EVEN MY PARENTS! AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN THE ( Read more... )

hello darlings! had a good spring break. spent most of it in colorado, skiing with my family. driving up to colorado was fun, since it was just me and my dad. we talked about school a lot, and listened to a lot of books on tape (corny as it sounds it really helps when you are driving through northwest texas to listen to a classic on tape) my ( Read more... )

there is a song by ray charles about a broken heart and how time is supposed to heal all wounds, but time has stood still. i felt like that last night. for some reason i missed andrew horribly the last few days, so now i am feeling a bit depressed. i wonder if i am ever going to be truly happy again? or if i will ever find a person to love me? and ( Read more... )

sorry, luvs. i have been sick or working on my projects for cooper union for the last few weeks. i have finally turned in the home test. but i'm not really sure about most of the projects. i'm not sure if i will stand out out a thousand applicants. but i can only hope for the best. please, whatever diety is up there, cooper union is the place for ( Read more... )

i would sell my soul to go to cooper union right now! i am working my ass off to get the home test completed. i hope to the goddess that i actually get a good home test, especially since 75% of acceptance is based on the home test ( Read more... )