ok, so i love new york city. it is the greatest place in the world. and the east village is awsome, and soho is awesome, and little italy is awesome. and cooper union is right in the middle of all of that. philly is ok too. but new york is always bustling and moving. and the subways are so easy. makes it a little hard to sleep at night, but i can ( Read more... )

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to go out to the baseball field and yell fuck as loud as i possibly can. why does our school make us come after we get into school? gods, i'm so sick of this place and ( Read more... )

i am really tired this morning. and i don't want to be around my parents anymore. i am sick of them. they asked me to change my plans, for no reason that i could see, and they stiffed me again on the money. my mom owes me 40 for taking Q out to eat after his practice and for staying in town to drive her home, when she wanted to go and drink with ( Read more... )

the sun is shining! the sky is blue! i have naked people drawing class tonight! i have a bit of money in my account! and...I am getting my hair cut again today! wohoo! although i would like people to stop whining (including myself ( Read more... )

i just found this quiz on a friend's live journal and it looked interesting, here are my results:

src="http://is2.okcupid.com/graphics/persons/RGSDf.gif" name=thebigpicture32> The Nurse
Random Gentle Sex Dreamer (RGSDf)

Friendly and eager. Sexy in ( Read more... )

again... gods, i'm tired. what an exhausting day. but i did get a lot of art accomplished. i took several self portraits that are good. i walked around half the day with a design painted on my face. people kept looking, but what did i expect, right? anyway ... i got the home test from cooper union. it is one of the scariest documents i have ever ( Read more... )

gods, i am extremely tired of life. i am tired of going to school. i am tired of dealing with people who don't know me. i am tired of making an effort when it isn't going to matter in a few months and i am extremely tired of people being people and trying to butt into my life. back off... there are very few of you who know who i really am. actually ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU! FUCK THE WORLD! FUCK HIGH SCHOOL AND GOSSIPS IN PARTICULAR!!! HOW DARE YOU PRESUME TO KNOW WHO THE HELL I AM AND WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. IF I DID TO YOU WHAT YOU HAVE TRIED TO DO TO ME YOU WOULD HAVE COMMITED SUICIDE! YOU DESERVE TO BE SPOON FED YOUR OWN BILE AND VOMIT. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD! HOW DARE YOU...!! WHAT THE ( Read more... )

this is a cry for help ( Read more... )

time just stopped. i don't know
how to explain it, but it did.
i looked at the clock and it
read 5:59. it was 5:59 for what
felt like an hour. then when i
looked again it read 6:03, but it
wasn't like, look and then a few
minutes later look again, it was
... i don't even know how to
describe it. it was what it was...
how odd...