Holy cow it has been 5 years that I have been ignoring LJ mostly because not many are still on here. But reading through my posts made me realize that maybe I should start again. So here I am ( Read more... )

harmfulguy Hope your day is as awesome as you are!! See you at Conflation!

I have been feeling so tired all day and night. I have been sleeping way too much. All this due to a new med I have been put on. Oy. Trying to deal with med changes is tough. But now I find out I will no longer have medicaid. That is TOTAL suckage. But on the good news SSI has contacted my layer to set a hearing date FINALLY. There is only ( Read more... )

I will be trying once again to update regularly. I offer no promises but a sincere effort will be made to blog about my life so that you fair (or not so fair) readers can know whats going on in my life as well ( Read more... )

Well, I am back from the hospital and on 2 new meds. Dropped one that was giving me bad side affects (manic) replaced it with one that gives different side affects (muscle spasms) and finally replaced that with 1 med for side affects and one for bi polar. I have been wanting to be back on this one and now it looks as though I will loose medicaid ( Read more... )

Why? Because I have and that is what this post it going to be mostly about. Me being hopeless and depressed. For the 3 other people who read this this post will be about me and how now that the manic phase is passing (is it?) I am not looking forward to the crash ahead. Because that is what happens after a high and the higher the high the ( Read more... )

Now lj is putting commercials on my lj. Huh... ok well no more lj then.

I dont sit through commercials on TV or the radio, I change the station or turn it off. Why would I sit through them on my lj. Too bad.

In my last post I mentioned the beginnings of my getting over water. I believe I have overcome some boundaries and made quite a few steps in the right direction ( Read more... )

I have not posted here for several... hmmm... months it seems. I have never been good with writing in journals and most of what I would do would be private. Not to mention my memory is not good at its best ( Read more... )

I know, I know your HAPPY?!? Well excited is more like it. And I have no idea why ( Read more... )